How can you breath with no air?!

Well lets see, I have been mad crazy busy like whoa! School has got me caught up in it's grasp and I have no time for anything else. Something of which I really don't like at all. I want a balanced life. I really do. But oh well…I do wanna get this school over and done with so that I can juss go home already. Yeah, I'll be going home in October *insert HUMUNGUS SMILE here! ;D* but the sad thing is, I'll juss be VISITING home…I don't juss wanna visit…I wanna be home. There's a difference. I juss wanna graduate already! So I gotta finish this so that I can get my life the way that I want it.

I really love my classes. Especially my Theories of Personalities class. Speaking of which, I had to go to the guidance counselor and had to take a personality test. I swear that I took this test like FIVE MILLION TIMES! Okay…so maybe I'm exaggerating juss a lil *smiles*…but then I know that I took this test and I changed a little bit, but for the most part, I'm still me. The personality test that I took was the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator…which is "questions [that] deal with the way you like to use your perception and judgment, that is, the way you like to look at things and the way you like to go aobut deciding things."

Basically this test takes eight different categories and picks out four of them that you are mostly like. First you are either an "E" which stands for "Extraversion" which means you "probably…relate more easily to the outer world of people and things than to the inner world of ideas." Or you can be an "I" which stands for "Introversion" which means "you relate more easily to the inner world of ideas than to the outer world of people and things." Then it takes 3 different opposites of each other and you're either…or. So your either "S"—sensing, (means you would rather work with known facts than look for possibilities and relationships) or "N"—Intuition (means you would rather look for possibilities and relationships than work with known facts.) Next you could be a "T"—thinking (you base your judgments more on impersonal analysis and logic than on personal values) or "F"—feeling (you base your judgments more on personal values than on impersonal analysis and logic). And lastly, "J"—Judging attitude (you like a planned, decided, orderly way of life better than a flexible, spontaneous way) or "P"—perceptive attitude (you like a flexible, spontaneous way of life better than a planned, decided, orderly way.) I ended up scoring a 41 in "E", a 7 in "N", 29 in "F", and 35 in "P"…making me a ENFP. Then the last part in this test is they take those combined letters and it tells me what my personality type is like and this is what it says….

"Warmly enthusiastic, high-spirited, ingenious, imaginative. Able to do almost anything that interest them. Quick with a solution for any difficulty and ready to help anyone with a problem. Often rely on their ability to improvise instead of preparing in advance. Can usually find compelling reasons for whatever they want."

Yep, so does that sound like me. I think sorta ishy that it does. *laughs* at least that is what the test results show! *laughs*

So likes I was saying, life has been so busy for me school-wise. I so can't wait to go home! I talked to my mom a few days ago and she informed me that my ticket is bought and I'm for sure going home. So I'm pretty excited about that. I'm not going to be home for a month…but it's only 3 days shy of a month…so basically I'm home for a month. I'm REALLY excited about that! Goodness, I know that I talk about it a lot, but seriously, it's what keeps me going these days. I always juss think that I have to make it through this semester and then I can go home to recharge for the next couple of months here…I'll be here for only 1 ½ more years….so that is VERY good. I know that I could say that it could be better, but hey, I'm not complaining…I gotta put in my time here so that I can go home already! *laughs* and plus, I'm learning things that I wouldn't have otherwise learning and stuff…and so it's all good.

So OH MY GOODNESS! I am SO pissed off that the internet shop here in the school will not get a damn anti-virus checker thingy! They have so much viruses and I have to go there to go online…so many people go there, and so now I juss saw that they have given me a virus that has completely hidden all my files on my USB! I know that they are still there because when you check the properties on the USB you can still see that there is stuff on there…! Whew…so I juss went to one of my neighbors and he said that he knows how to fix it and so yeah…that's good. I really hope that he knows how to fix it because I'll be so sad if he didn't I have a lot of stuff on there that I really need…well, not really need, but like and saved and stuff…and I don't wanna lose the stuff! I don't know why the school can't even get an anti-virus for the computers…we're a university for crying out loud! I have never encountered a place with so many viruses and it's so frustrating!

Well, I better go now…juss wanted to write a "few" words since I haven't written in such a long time…but yeah…gotta go and get ready to go jogging now! I miss you all and mucho love to all you alls!

*hugs and kisses*

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Sometimes, I just wish...*sigh*

Well, lots of things have happened since I last updated my blog thingy thing thing, no?! I'm not much bothered to go into much much details…but uhm…yeah…I'm a year older so thanks to all of you who remembered…meant a lot to me, and those of you who forgot…hm…oh well, life keeps going, no?! *smiles*

School has taken front and center of my life at this moment…BUT not my thoughts…SOMEONE has been occupying that…*laughs* I bet you all want to know about that…jejeje…yeah, Imma keep that to myself a lil longer for a bit though. *smiles:kilig feelings!* But yeah, what was I saying…oh yeah, school. I swear it's like I have no break from school. Yeah, there was a storm last week and so school was called off for a bit because of it, but that meant no electricity and no water, and it was HOT…that's the difference between here and home…if there is storm at home, I can't breath because it's so COLD (*laughs* memory: walking to class in PUC when it was wintertime (remember those times Chelle?!) and everyone knows that when it's cold, I freeze up…literally and I can't move or breath and I'm in lethargic mode or something…well, that's if I'm outside or something. *laughs* but over here, when it storms…yeah there's more than a breeze but it's still super hot and I'm in the house sweating like a human waterfall because there is no electricity and I end up going outside to be in the storm juss because it's that much cool! *laughs* and there's hell of a lot more light outside than there is inside my house. But yeah, school takes up most part of my life at this moment. Yep, no time for friends or social life…but that never stopped me from having no fun at all, right?! *laughs*

I have class early in the morning…until late in the evening because one of my classes needed to change the time for the class and so since the change for the class had to be compatible with everyone…it's at  night time…from 6-8:pm and then on Friday's from 7-9 in the morning! I am SO not a morning person and I swear I feel bad for all my classmates that I have in the morning…because even though I talk a lot and I'm so "animated" and you all know me…but yeah…in the morning…raise your hand if you remember how I am I the morning…! Okay, except for you Sarah! Another memory…riding the school bus! In the morning I would sit next to Sarah, and Sarah wasn't a morning person and I would talk and talk to her and she would look out the window…listening, but I think more half asleep, I think! *laughs* but I don't have the kind of energy anymore where I can talk and talk in the morning. I'm still trying to wake up at 7:am. It's because I'm up studying. *laughs* I mean it, I actually study…and then before I sleep, most of the time, I can't sleep unless I write (in my journal and to Chris *smiles*). I gotta get out all these emotions and feelings and thoughts and stuff or I won't be able to go to sleep.

My major classes for Psychology are the best ever and I'm having so much fun taking them. But I really dislike my Filipino Psychology class. I wish that foreigner's don't have to take this class. But then yeah. This is the class that is late in the evening and then early on Friday. *rolls eyes* I'm really enjoying me Human Development class and my Theories of Personality class. I'm really learning about the development of humans and the how personality comes to a person. And it's a lot of fun. I remember learning all of this when I was taking Early Childhood Education…and I loved it then too. Sucks that none of my credits have transferred over so I had to start all over again, I think I could have been out of here this year, but nope my credits didn't transfer over. Boo to that! Oh well…life keeps moving and the smile is still on my face. *smiles*

It's funny because my friends who are also in Psychology, but are in a higher level are telling me that the more that you study Psychology and learn about the disorders and mental illnesses…I'm gonna find that I'm have a lot of the symptoms! And it was laughing because as I was reading about Sigmund Freud and I think that I am fixated in the "Oral Stage." According to Sigmund Freud the oral stage of a child's life is when a infant receives gratification through the mouth. (Okay, if you should know, it seemed that Mr. Frued was a sex maniac and thought that everything was related to sex somehow, but I personally think that he does have a lot of sexual though and such, but that's it's about!) But for his oral stage, if you think about it, a infant will cry and cry and then you feed him/her (OBVIOUSLY through the mouth) and then the baby will be "gratified" and then viola! The baby won't cry anymore. Here, let me juss write it out for you! "The oral stage, the first stage of psychosexual development, lasts from birth until some time during the second year of life. During this period the infant's principal source of pleasure is the mouth. The infant derives pleasure from sucking, biting and swallowing. Of course the mouth is used for survival—for ingestion of food and water—but Freud placed a greater emphasis on the erotic satisfactions derived from oral activities." Jejeje…now you can see how people would think that he thinks about sex a lot! Anyways, here is where I think I fit in… "Adults fixated at the oral incorporative stage are excessive concerned with oral activities, such as eating, drinking, smoking and kissing. If, as infants, they were excessively gratified, their adult oral personality will be predisposed to unusual optimism and dependency. Because they were overindulged in infancy, they continue to depend on others to gratify their needs. As a consequence, they are overly gullible, will "swallow" anything they are told, and trust other people inordinately. Such people are labeled oral passive personality types." And then my teacher was saying that if you meet a person who talks A LOT…always has something to say, they are fixated here as well. And then we all started laughing…why?! Because yeah, I have that curse or could it be a blessing that I talk a lot…sometimes too much…but a lot. *laughs* Hm…I don't know…I actually don't eat a lot, you all know that I don't drink and smoke…and uhm…kissing…?! Well, I blow kisses in the air a lot…but I haven't had anyone to kiss in a long time…and you all know "A girl worth kissing is not easily kissed!" *laughs* But I am unusually optimistic about a lot of things and usually all the time. And yeah, I do tend to depend on people…but I know that I can survive on my own if I have too. I don't think that I'm gullible…! And I know that I don't juss "swallow" what people tell me! I do tend to trust people…in that I don't judge the person and believe that everyone is a good person by heart and stuff…but when it comes to deep trust you can have that only once, and I don't give it out very often, and once lost, it's lost. So I don't know about that. But according to my psych teachers…they say that they have never met anyone who has talked so much and so fast and actually knows what she is saying! I mean, HELLO! Of course I know what I'm saying!!! Why wouldn't I?! I'm the one saying it…*laughs*

So, I know that a lot…or some of you…well, I don't know…but there were those of your who went to Mexico for that mission trip! So how did that go?! I know that my brother went…and I saw pictures of my daddy and my brother! Oh gosh, I so miss them a lot! Uhm..yeah…people at home!? One comment (or several) WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY BROTHER'S HAIR! Don't tell me that the last time he cut it was when I was home last!? My goodness…! Well, I can see now that he has hair more like my sister than like mine…but then again, my sister use to have hair like mine, but I don't know what happened. *smiles* But goodness gracious, I haven't seen his hair like that in my whole entire life! I mean, he use to have that infamous bowl-cut that all you boys had when you were younger…for crying out loud I use to have that cut! *laughs* But I'm seeing the pictures and it's super long! Well, not SUPER long, but long…well, it's all good, he told me that when I get home he's gonna let me and Melissa cut it…I'm wondering, should I buzz his head, or should I juss to the fade out that I use to like him in?! *laughs* well see, maybe by the time I get home he already will let Melissa cut it. *laughs* but I do sorta wanna see this phenomenon that has happened while I was gone!

Goodness, lots of things have happened in the "short" time that I was gone! So many people getting married…and graduations that I have missed and birthdays and parties and everything! I'm missing out! Awww…I'm so sad! But it's all good, at least I can still hear all the stories, no!? Jejeje…gosh, I miss you all so much. It's not so bad here…I guess it could be a lot worst if I thought about it, but I'm not thinking about it…and so it's not a lot worst! *laughs*

So me and my friend Deemo (Redeem) went to celebrate our birthday's together at this really REALLY nice Hawaiian Restaurant…and it was nothing like L&L or Ohana's at home, it was like a bed and breakfast actually…and the place was really nice. Don't get me wrong,  I still love L&L and Ohana's at home, nothing but going to Hawaii can really beat that…and if I had to say, the food didn't really taste all that Hawaiian and the atmosphere really wasn't all that Hawaiian at all….but the food was really nice! It was really yummy! I was looking for I would normally get in Ohana's but the food was more like I don't even know how to describe it…not like Hawaiian, that's for sure…but I'm not complaining because the food was really good. And we stayed there for like hours! F'realz!? No joke! Because we were the only customers at that time and it wasn't until later that people started coming and so we had all their attention, and when people actually started coming…they were all these guys and they were buying us drinks! *laughs* It was a lot of fun. I have pictures and stuff…but then, I have to get them from Deemo, because she has them. Eddie has my camera so I couldn't use my camera because I couldn't find him to get it back when I left, and then also we don't have a lot of pictures because Redeem's battery ran out! SUCKS…but it's all good because I have memory and it was fun. I always have fun with Redeem…don't bee fooled by her "quiet nature." She's really fun…! *laugh* Kinda, sorta, but not really like Joyness…Joyness is quiet, but she's is loud, crazy fun when she's with people she knows! *laughs* But of them are! And you all know that I sweat that Deemo has a voice of an Angel…very pretty voice…she's the one who is actually teaching me a song that me and Pres are gonna sing for my sister's wedding…oh goodness…I hope that goes well! *laughs* My sister wants a Tagalog song…! I will NEVER take the English language for granted! EVER! Trust me, come to a country where English is NOT the first language and you will appreciate it all the more! *laughs* But yeah, Imma be singing in Tagalog! So watch out! *laughs*

Well, something has come up. I have to go.

*hugs and kisses*

...ugh...

So lets see, I'm juss a little irritated that I have no more privacy at my apartment. And that it doesn't seem like it's "my" apartment anymore. I'm not complaining…but I really do NOT like this arrangement that we have now…I paid for my own place so that I can have my own place and my own privacy…but now my living room, the spare room AND my room are taken and the only place that I can even have privacy is in the bathroom. And even that isn't as private as it could since the door doesn't have a door knob and so the door always has to be slightly open…and yeah. I'm irritated.

FOUR more months! Can you believe that! Only four more months and then I get to go home and I'm so stoked about that!  I don't know how Eddie, Jo and Leeya can do it…stay here for years at a time, it's like I have to go home to recharge…so I am admitting right now, I'm not as strong as they are…I can not stay here forever. Nope…and I so need that break of going home. I can't wait to see everyone. One month here is like 3 months…but I know that one month at home is like one week…so even though it is sorta-ishy, but not really, but ishy a month that I'll be home…it's going to go so fast…but no matter, I'm so excited…because I'll be home for my sister's wedding, my brother's (and Chris' J) birthday, my parents wedding anniversary and my dad's birthday (crosses fingers! I hope!!)…that's good enough for me. I know that I won't be able to get to do everything that I want to do, but oh well, I'll be able to do most things I know. I can't wait to play volleyball again that's for sure! And juss be able to soak in the tub and take a hot ass shower and drink jamba juice again…oh man…I'm getting myself all worked up! *laughs*

This last week has been really hot, hot HOT! And basically I have to stay in my room if I'm in the house, so I try to get out of the house as much as I can. I use to always stay in the living room, but since Jyn and Joy aren't fixing the spare room with all their stuff…they have to sleep in other places around my small ass apartment…and even though this place is a lot bigger than the first apartment, it's still small…and so Jyn sleeps out in the living room and Joy sleeps in my room. So there goes me always being in the living room…(there is only room enough for one person in that living room) and Joy sleeps in my room on the bottom bunk, which I had to clean out because I usually put my "office" stuff in there…

I hate staying in my room, it's so hot…Jyn and Joy sleep FOREVER…it's already 1.31pm and they are still sleeping, and since there is no window's in my room, there is barely any light, but I still can't turn the light on because it's rude…Joy is still sleeping kasi. And I can't go out in the living room to chill out there because that is where Jyn is sleeping. I really wish that they would juss fix up their stuff in my spare bedroom so that they can sleep there. I don't like being in my house anymore because I feel so caged up. It's hella hot and in my room it's so stuffy…that is why at 2.pm, I'm going to get ready to go to town…and juss hang out in Starbucks…that has to be a lot better than juss staying here in my room…since there is nothing I can do…I tried to write a letter, but then it's so dark in my room that I can barely see even with my nightlight on. Why do they have to sleep forever…and why can't they juss get up early (…EARLIER…) so that they can clean out that room…when they are awake all they are going to do is watch movies or something…my electricity bill is going to go skyhigh, I already know it.

Yesterday I had a fever. I had gone to Manila with my friend Deborah, who I must say has to be one of the most funniest person's I know, because she didn't want to go to immigration by herself and so I went with her…and it was mad hot. Like oh my goodness it was super duper hot! I thought that I was going to faint for the first time because it was so hot and there was nowhere that I could escape from the heat. Deb wanted to leave at 6.30am and so I got ready (oh yeah, that's another thing that irritates me beyond belief…how I can't even get ready in my own room…I have to bring everything out to the kitchen and get ready there so that I can have light to get ready…) and met her at the gate…I was actually shocked because we actually finished her student visa at 12.pm! So that was good, usually it takes me all day to do it…and then some…because sometimes I have to go back if I don't get it finished. Anyways…going to Immigration this time, the bus that I like to take wasn't there anymore (they say that they don't have that bus any longer!!! What?!?!) so I had to take another bus. It was a good thing that I also knew that way because Eddie told me about that way…instead of taking the Lawton bus…(because the way that I like to take is take the Lawton bus all the way down to Lawton get off and either walk for 3 minutes to immigration or if it's too hot to walk take a jeepney for php7…easy, no?!) we had to take the LRT/Buendia bus…I don't like that one because it's more complicated to get to Immigration with a lot of times that you can go wrong and stuff…but I knew it…because yeah. I had to remember! *laughs* we got to Immigration at 8.30am…and got Debs student visa…coming back it was SOOO very hot! By the time I got back, I was so exhausted and tired like none other! We didn't get back until 3.pm…and then I knocked out…and I woke up to write my friend a bit, but I was such in a irritated mood, I had to sign off quick because you can tell I was in a bad mood…then I tried to go to sleep…but I felt sooo hot even with the fan on me, I couldn't cool off…so I hopped in the shower and tried to cool off…but I couldn't and that was when I knew that I had a fever because I was really hot…I'm so swear that even in the shower I was sweating…but I was shivering because I was getting chills…and BAM…that was when I knew that I had a fever. I got out of the shower…got into bed again…with the fan on me again…but I was still sweating and shivering…it wasn't until around 2.30am than I knew that the fever had pass. I hate when that happens!

My goodness, how can Jyn and Joy sleep so long…?! Because I'm nice, I can't do anything because I don't wanna wake them up! Ugh…

Well, Imma hop in the shower to cool off…and then get ready, because I wanna go to Paseo…I think Imma bring my laptop so that I can go online in Starbucks and juss update my stuff…and yeah…anyways…I still miss you all so much and I love you!!

*hugs and kisses*

A nice story to reflect on this day: A man experienced being robbed by thieves. In his diary he wrote: "Let me be thankful first, because they took my purse and not my life; second, although they took my all, it was not much especially my faith; and third, because it was I who was robbed, not I who robbed." Let us see God's purpose behind every trial and the good things behind the worst situations.

(My friend Percy gave me that story and I juss wanted to share that with you.)

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amazing.

Amazing. Amazingly, wonderfully fun…that is how I would describe my last few days. I juss got back from Calatagan, Batangas yesterday and I miss it already. We actually got back at around 6.30 and then I took a shit, took a shower and then I knocked out…like whoa! *laughs* I was so tired because I barely had any sleep since Monday, because it was a waste of time to go to sleep there at the beach…so I'm prolly not making any sense, and so let me juss start sorta-ishy from the beginning…

Sunday – I needed to do some last minute shopping. I felt bad because it was my lil friend, Zina's 9^th birthday and I wanted to give her some fish, since she really liked my fish. I had gotten he some goldfish, but they died within a week, and so I decided to get her some blue gourami's like mine, since she really liked them…but the store didn't have anymore and so I got her 3 chocolate gouami's…and I think that I want to get some for myself now! *laughs*…but I was planning to go to her house like at 9.am the next day since I know that we were suppose to be on our way to the beach at around 12.pm…but that night at around mid-night, I get this text saying to be at the boys dorm (Molave) by 9.am…so that we could leave at 9.30am…

Monday -- so I ended up going to Zina's house at 8.am…and yes, she was awake by then…she still had her birthday dress on and everything…I love that girl! She reminds me so much of my lil "baby girl" Rosemarie…no joke…but then yeah, so at 9.am I am running home and I get to the Boy's dorm gazebo, first…I still have trouble with the Filipino time that they go by here…we ended up leaving around 12.pm anyways…oh well…

So after some time we finally get to the beach. The place is beautiful…the sand though wasn't the best…it was a lot of rocks and sharp shells…but it was still beautiful…me and Jan and Eddie threw a football around sometime…and it was a guys ball, and so you know how small my hands are…but it was still fun to throw a football around again…then I help Jo and AJ cook dinner and me and Chris went out to play in the water….the water was so warm….and it was shallow…like I swear you can go a mile out and the water was till below my knees! But there were random things in the water! A lot of starfish! Some sea urchins….and later on in that trip me and Chris saw a SNAKE! And Eddie and Jan saw a HUGE snake! But that first evening there was bliss…the sun set was amazing…we had a bonfire going…compliments to Eddie who had digged out the fire pit in the sand. Oh yeah…the people who went there…Me, Eddie, Chris, Jo, AJ,

Nina, Levi, Tracy, Deborah, Jonathan, Jan and Ashley…

That night Jo, AJ and Chris and I were star gazing and saw some shooting stars so that was pretty cool…so yeah imagine that…right at the shoreline we had the chairs set up…AJ found a bamboo bed that me and chris ended up laying on and him and jo were sharing a lounge chair and we were looking up at the bright stars and the water was at our feet and it was so relaxing…so very relaxing…oh yeah…the water in the evening would be low tide anyways…there was some water…but like up to our ankles…but you could still hear the water from far…and yeah…me and Tracy ended up taking a flashlight and walking far-ishy into the water…but we had to be careful because there were starfish galore! We all slept really late that night…or should I saw early morning…!?

Tuesday – We all woke up at different times. Me and Chris ended up meeting up with Eddie and Jan way out in the ocean…you had to swim some ways…lets juss say, if you have seen my pictures that I have posted up, the pictures that you can see the water, you can see a pole I the water, ya?! Well, that pole you can walk to that pole…but since it wasn't low tide anymore…after that you had to swim-ishy…well I had too because I'm so short and me tippy toeing wasn't gonna work anymore…but I juss hung on to someone…but first Me and Chris, Eddie and Jan were juss out there…the boys were doing flips…me and Chris were trying to get our courage up to go deeper into the water so that we can see the coral and the pretty fish…but we ended up going back to land and hanging out there with those who were awake…we ate brunch and then we went back out into the water…we finally were able to see the pretty fish, I have to admit that I haven't been in out of control water since my rafting incident and so I was freaked out because more than half the time I couldn't touch the ground and I had to hang on to someone because the waves would really go over me…but the view was worth it, it was beautiful.

After that we ended up going on a walk because when we were driving to the place we saw this place that said that there was a fishing place…and so we all wanted to go fishing…ended up we couldn't find the place…but we did get some mango that we ate it was really good. We saw a zoo in the middle of no where! And Jona was really excited to see some ostriches that was funny! He said that those ostriches could peck out our brains and so we were scared to take a picture with them! We found out that Chris has some pretty interesting mating calls! *laughs* and those creatures did answer her! *laughs*

For the life of us, we could NOT find that fishing place! We really couldn't find it…so right before we tuned around to head back to the beach houses…Jona got some sugar cane and we ended up sucking those canes for the sweet sugar…I swear that was what got me back to the houses because it was so hot…but we were hella laughing and juss joking around and having fun!

Then we wanted to go see the lighthouse that we could see from our place…we couldn't figure out how to get there because by the road there was no way to get there…so Jona found a way to HIKE the OCEAN SHORE to get…and that was some scary shit…we had to climb CORAL…scale up the mountain side…wade in some water that we couldn't see…it was scary! But we finally made it and it was pretty cool…we couldn't go into the lighthouse…but we got there…

When we got back it was already evening time…and we played some in the water…by that time was already really dark from the sun and stuff…we played card games…looked at the sun set…had deep conversations…goodness it was fun…we didn't sleep until really really really really late…me and chris wanted to see the sunrise…but we couldn't wake up for it because we didn't even hear my alarm go off the 30 minutes later that we needed to see the sunrise…but it was all good.

Wednesday – We left the place at around 3.pm-ishy…didn't get back until like 6.30pm-ishy and I knocked out…I was so sleepy…I needed to take a shit…take a shower…because at the beach there was no freshwater…it was all salt water and so my showers where all salt water…but it was all good…because it was still a lot of fun.

Today – I woke up at 7.am to start my pre-registration…and now I have to go to Paseo at 12.pm to eat lunch with Eddie and to withdraw money to pay for my tuition. Gosh, I miss the beach already, I hope that we go again soon. I know that it's going to be so much fun again…the sad part is that we can never go to the same place twice and have it juss like the other time…but hopefully it will be twice as more fun. Tonight, I'm going to Jona's soccer game in Alabang, so that should be fun…a lot of people will be going and so I'm going to meet a lot of people again…I love meeting people that's for sure! *laughs* and then tomorrow Eddie wants me to go with him to the airport to pick up Jyn and Joy…their going to come back from Thailand. I wonder where in my house they will be staying…the extra bedroom has all their stuff in it…there is no room for them to sleep in it…I suppose they can sleep in the living room, but I know that I'm always there…I'm there now…I don't like staying in my room and it's a lot cooler in the living room. Maybe they can sleep on the floor of my room…this is going to be interesting…I'm glad that they are going to come back…but I'm getting used to my independence again…and I hope that I will still have my privacy…I know I go insane if I don't have it…but we will see…

Anyways…I better go now…I love you all and miss you all muchoness!!

*hugs and kisses*