Such a wonderful sunshiny day...

Ya-hay!!!! I juss returned to the house from my last day of school for this year of 2006!!! I'm superness excitedness for this coming up new year….TWO THOUSAND SEVEN!!! It's gonna be an exciting year…yep yep yep it is! One year down and THREE MORE TO GO…three sounds less than four…right..well, maybe it's because IT IS! DUH!!! J but yeah, as I was saying I'm one of the lucky few…if you can say lucky. Some people still have classes for the whole day, or even until SUNDAY! But as for me…I had my last class with was Anatomy and Physiology (anaphi) and we got out early. So that is good, and great, and I couldn't be more happier…well I could with a little but more good facts in my life…but I'm content. Yes, that is the word. I have friends who had their last day yesterday…and others who had their last day LAST WEEK! But I'm not complaining…Jyn and Eddie still have an exam this coming up evening…and so I'm happy with where I am.

You know, these last few days I have been getting anonymous text messages from different people who get my number from other people that I don't know. It's kinda freaky…especially when they say that they like you and they enjoy watching me WALK TO CLASS or AROUND CAMPUS! Okay…yes…that would be VERY freaky! Especially since I don't know who the hell they are! So as I am walking around on this humungous campus…there are guys who are WATCHING ME?! Gash…what if I'm picking my nose or picking out a wedgie?! How embarrassing!!! J I have to admit, that it is flattering…but also nerve wrecking at the same time…I got this one guy who told me that when I smiled at him it made his day! WTF!? I smile at EVERYONE…makes me wanna walk with my head down and not look at anyone…I don't wanna lead ANYONE on…and I'm juss a smilie girl…that's juss me…but you know what the cool thing is?! Well, SOME of them give me their name, thinking that I will never know who they are since I have over 5 thousand students in this school not including faculty and visitors that come in on a daily basis…oh and the guards with their UNNECCARY RIFLE GUNS! Sometimes I wonder if they actually ever use those! Oh and the many working people and students…But yeah…so there are so many people on this campus at any given time…but I have a friend who works in the library, and if you go to this school you are required to register your name and a LOT of info about you in the library books…yep…so I have connections! Jejejeje…and I found out who some of them where…at least they don't lie…at least most of them. One of the things that they have to submit is a recent annual picture…so I get to SEE who is following my every move. I'm not the only one who gets these stalking texts, also my other roomie…and so we ask our house maid….she is the one that also works in the library…to check these guys out…and VIOLA!!! There they are…not all, but for me we only found 2 (out of how many?! Uhm…like in the double digits!!!) and for Joy 1…hm…not a good many, but at least I found two. what do I think…I should not judge…but I don't go for younger guys….and one is only 18, and then there is one that is 24…they aren't my types though…but then I don't really know them…but then again, I don't know them, and I can't get to know them…they don't want to really really tell me who they…but I juss think that it's funny…but yeah…that's that.

Yesterday I was superness hyperness…you know how I get when I eat too much…juss a little to much sugar…yeah…I actually did the "bawal" (uhm…something like against the rules) and painted my nails Christmas colors with glitter….so festive I think…jejeje…and beautiful as always…so I think the fumes from the nail polish and the donuts that Eddie brought back as pasalubong for the room was getting to my brain…because I couldn't stop anyting! Talking, laughing, jowking…everything..me and my roomie were like that…it was crazy…and then Jyn comes back into the room saying that Eddie was gonna go to Paseo to cut his hair…and me being confined in a small room with my hyperness needed to get out, so me and my roomie Joy went with Eddie to Paseo (the closest town to this out of the boonies school…more like 15 minutes away with CRAZY DRIVING)  So Eddie went to go get his hair cut, and me and Joyness (one of the many names that I gave JoyJ ) walked around. It was crazy…we were talking about what would happen if I ever got drunk…she thinks I will be the more quiet drunk person…and she will be the more crazy drunk since that is the opposite of our attitude…but I never wanna find out…who knows…I might do something terribly embarrassing…so I don't wanna do that. Then when Eddie was finish cutting his hair we went to eat at Chow King…my now 2^ndfavorite place to eat. (Since I'm absolutely in LOVE with Sabarro!!!) and I was still pretty hyperness…then we had to get back to school since Eddie had to be back at 9:pm…we had left at around like 7:pm…so only two hours…but at least I got my fresh air…and when I got back to the room I was dead….literally! It was only 10:pm when I felt like I had no energy…and I told Jyn to wake me up in 30 minutes…because WHO GOES TO SLEEP AT TEN?! So I was only gonna take a short nap…but then I wake up at 1:am…and I was like JYN?! YOU DIDN'T WAKE ME UP! And she said that I was actually being quiet for once and that I looked really tired so she left me…jejeje…I love my roomie…I really do!

You see my new picture up…yes…me and jynjyn…I need a picture with my other favorite roomie Joy...but yeah...this is a pic of me and jyn in front of the AUP sign...yeah...if ever you want to come visit me...go pass paseo down the LONG road...and you know that you've come to AUP with you see that sign behind us...:) the person that you couldn't see is eddie...he was the one who took that picture...jejeje...we love to take pictures...me and girls...so eddie the good sport that he is will take the many pictures that we take...jejeje...it's so fun...

aww...our house juss had some guest come from the states...to visit our guardians...and there were these adorable lil girls who were wearing the disney princess t-shirt...so i ended up looking online for disney pictures to show them...they are 3 and 5 and then their lil sister is juss 1...so cute girls...i miss "my" lil babies at home...so much...i hope they know that...

wow...today is a beautiful day..it's hard to imagine it being this beautiful on a december day...but it is...:) the sun is out...but it's not too hot...and the flies aren't even flying all over the place...and there are no misquitoes...such a nice day! another day to go to the beach...so perfect to listen to the waves crash and and lay there warm on the towel soaking the sun in juss being with friends...such wishfull thinking! jejeje....but that's what it is like today...

aww...i'm signed onto hotmail.com as well, and my brother e-mailed me...i miss him so much...he was telling me about the masquerade thingy...i wish that i could have gone..i love to dance...and i think that it would have been fun to dance for 4 hours straight...i know that it's a different kind of dancing from maybe what i'm used too...but hey...it couldn't be ThAT hard...right?! but i'm glad that he had a lot of fun...i think that we should have another one of those things when i go home...my opinion...whatcha you think...masquerade bobbers are sooo fun...jejeje..i think so at least. :) i wanna learn how to line dance...ballroom dance...salsa dance (again)...all those kind of dancing...swing dancing...that would be so supper! :)

well, this is sorta getting long now...so i think that i will go...but i miss you all so much...and i hope that each one of you has a happy christmas and merry new year!!! *mwuah*

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bad day...

internet FUCKING SUCKS HERE!! I JUSS SPENT A DAMN TWO HOURS VENTING MY DAMN FEELINGS...AND I LOSE CONNECTION, AND NOW...I DON'T REALLY GET TO VENT...i'm gonna blow, i'm so swear i'm gonna blow and no one in the fucking world will even know or care...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK IT ALL!!!

okay...in vented in short...i feel so much better.

luv you all....

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...and so yeah...

well, then...i'm SO sad! the only way to communicate with my cousin is though myspace messages...!?!?!?! sooo sad...yep...i miss you kuya...do you even read these...jejejeje...oh well, you know that i do miss you though. but yeah...juss thought to say that...

Anyways...so yesterday i went to this house and it ended up looking SO CLOSE TO HOW I WANT MY HOUSE TO BE! the veiw to the spiral staircase to the pillars and high ceilings...it was WOW! at least i know that my dream house is reality SOMEWHERE...jejeje...i'll own a house like that one day...on my poor salary of a ECE teacher...jejeje...a girl can always dream, right?! jejeje....

well, i'm happy, i get to have a really heart to heart talk with my sister, i love her so much...and it's soo crazy juss how much i miss her. what is worst...being a MILLION miles away from her, like in the PHLIPPINES and missing her...or knowing that she is near, but i still hardly ever talk to see her...okay southern ca is not exactly NEAR...but it's a whole like nearer than the philippines, right?! and florida...wow...i'm gonna miss her...i miss her now...i'm SO happy for her though...she's happy and it shows.

the holidays are sooo happy! jejeje...a random thing...i know...but not that random since it's true. :)

well, the girl that i'm tutoring....she won't be going to school next semester, it's too hard for her, and i'm gonna miss her a lot. she said that she was gonna come back next year...but we all konw where i'm gonna be next year...but she is sooo fun...yeah, she barely speaks any english...but that's the beauty of it all...she is so open minded...jejeje...it's a good thing that i'll be working with her...or at least in the same building huh?! :) yep! but she worked soooo hard this semster, i'm so proud of her. :)

jajaja...i tried to decorate the house, but my mom didn't like the rainbow christmas lights, so i try to decorate my room, and it's not working out...so much for the christmas spirit...but it's the thought...

well finals as always kills me...but i'm pushing though the projects, and all that other fun stuff...but yeah...gosta go na!!

"I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH KUYA!!!"

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Hey Joe Joe!

I would say that I would count myself, or should I say that God was really watching out for me and all of my friends here in AUP. I don't know if you guys and BEAUTIFUL ladies ever pay attention to the news here in the Philippines…but last Thursday and Friday…there was a Super Typhoon that was suppose to be a signal 4. Well, actually it was a super typhoon that was signal 4…and it was heading straight to the one and only AUP. But right before it could do any damage, it shifted course…and I was watching the news, and so many people died…it was really sad. There was a huge landslide and mudslide…near the mountains…and flooding everywhere…Here in AUP we had high winds that threw things around and heavy rains…but we only got the edge of the storm I guess you can say. That's good, because I don't think that AUP can survive another storm…the bridge is still down, and the road is still not nice and the tree's are still suffering…so sad. I hope that there isn't anymore storms…I mean, it's good to have no school, but then, all the death's are so sad.

I talked to my sister the other day…the day before the storm actually…the storms was actually starting and so our connection was SO bad…we kept getting cut off and it was frustrating, but it was good to talk to her. I miss her so much. She was telling me about the death at her work. I don't know how she does it. She works in Oncology…which is CANCER PATIENTS! And they are kids…and teens I guess…I don't' think that I would be able to do that. I was crying by the time our conversation was about to end…because all those lives that ended because of the dreaded disease of cancer. I hate it so much…all the pain, the suffering, the death….and it doesn't even end there…the survivor's of the deceased will have to live with the death for the rest of their life…and that's isn't the easiest thing to do, especially if it's your young child that you lost….everyone loses in the end. It totally kills my heart when I think about it. Really kills my heart….how am I going to deal with it when I'm actually a nurse…but who ever said that I'm gonna practice my major? J I guess I still have to accept the fact that I'm actually gonna graduate  with a nursing degree.

Well, I know that this is pretty short, but I really need to go and do a research on virus's now….for biological science.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH…J

(hey joe joe...thought i would say hi to you since i know that you're reading this. :)

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Happy Birthday Es-rah!

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Es-rah, Happy birthday to you!"

So i juss had a kilig moment...(my favorite word here is kilig...juss look it up if you don't know what it means! :) ) so i'm walking back from my anatomy and physicology class...and i hear "cha" and i HATE that nickname by the way...it's up there with the nickname "Cherry" ugh...gag me!!! so ignore it...and i'm getting farther and farther away...and i still hear "Cha! Cha! Hey Cha!" and so i look...and oh my gosh...there is my CRUSH! okay...well, not really crush...but my eye-candy...and he is there...calling my name...and i'm like all kilig inside...totally made my day...which started at a VERY early time 8:am...shoot...i said that i wouldn't have any 8: o'clock classes...so i don't...i have a 9 o'clock class, so i have to wake up at 8 o'clock...and everyone knows that i'm not a morning person, and it takes me litterally 30 minutes to get up out of bed! But i get out of bed...and i get in a bad mood when i go in the bathroom adn they have SHUT ALL THE WATER OFF!...and then i drop my toothbrush on the floor so i have to go get another one...and then, i'm juss not in a mood to go to class anymore...maybe i shouldn't stay up late at night...but my "eye-candy" jsus totally made my day...:)

the sun is shining, but it's not too hot...the sky has barely any clouds...and there is a slight wind in the atmosphere to cool any hotness down...and it's such a perfect after the rain spring day. :) too bad they don't have spring here...it's only hot weather and wet weather...the only think that is really annoying me right now...are all the flies that are flying all over the place because the house maid decided to fry fish...and they smell it and now are buzzing ALL OVER but other than that...i'm good. :)

Well, i jsus wanted to SING "happy birthday" to my bestest buddy...and share my kilig moment with you all...and juss to tell you all that it's such a beautiful day...sorry USA for hogging up all the sunshine...i hear that it's biting cold back home...i'll soak up some sun for you. :)

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Long Day.

Is it really only monday? it seems like monday's and wednesday's seem to go on forever...especially my last class. I'm so glad that i have my friend Jenny in my last class...why does all the teachers know MY name?! My Kuya Creed said that the balikbayans have a way of getting around...even if you don't want to...man-dope...i try not to stick out...oh well...and life continues to go on and on...

It really sucks...because there was suppse to be a holiday this coming up Thursday...i think a bonifacio or another day...but then the president Mrs. Gloria something-something switched it to friday...and we normally get friday's off anyways...i heard that the teachers were all getting mad at the president here because she can change the days if she wants. they say that they teach us "children" that there is a special day for special things and people and VIOLA...the president changes the day...so i guess i understand where they are going from...i still have a hard time believeing that there isn't day light's savings time here because the president doesn't want one. wow...and people think that i'm spoild.

A lot of my friends are going home for chirstmas...i don't know whether to be sad that i'm not going home, or happy because i get to spend christmas in another country. They celebrate their holiday's differently here. First of all, they do have christmas spirit, like if you go into the million of malls here...there is christmas decoration...but barely...there isn't any christmas lights up either. And i really liked that about christmas...the christmas lights...they are so pretty to look at...all the houses that really go all out and it's so beautiful. over here they don't do that. But they do have fireworks...and that's pretty awesome.

I'm so happy...my hair is getting a lot longer now. FINALLY! yah...i don't think i like myself with short hair..i think i'll keep it long for now on...and i dont' think that i will dye it again. i mean, it was fun while it was happening...but i thnk i'll go back to be an all natural girl...i love how i don't have split ends here though...there are advantages to being here in this humid tropical place.

There is a cat here, Toby, at least that is what i named him...and it's twin Koby...jejejeje. :) but it's on this chair thingy that falls through easily...and it was giving itself a bath and almost fell...it had a funny look on it's face...but i think i would be scared too.

well, tommorow is my best friends birthday...and i'm so bumed that i can't be there...i hope that she has a good birthday...and all of you who know who i am talking about...give her a BIG hug for me...okay...so es, if you are reading this...HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!

So Pre-lims are next week now...my gosh...school is going fast...which is a good thing...i like school...i like school...i like school...i wonder how many times i have to say that until i convince myself that i actually like schoool....maybe if i was doing something that i liked it wouldn't be that hard to do...but oh well...

well, this is a blog full of nothingness at the moment...oh...i sorta need help...i have to write a term paper...for my communication arts II class...does anyone out there have an idea what i can do it on? perferably something about kids...but it doesn't have to be...but is there any suggestions? i really would appreciate it.

well, i guess i will go now...goodbye...

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Give me a reason.

My ass hurts....i'm sitting outside on the ground talking to family, and so i don't wanna go in now. i have one pj shorts, basketball shorts and the pajama pants...and i have on a jacket, and tehre are these two cats that are sleeping on my legs...but surprisingly enough, i'm not hot feeling. i like this cool feeling...except that my ass is sooo painful right now..:)

can you believe that it's 11:44pm right now, almost midnight...and it's 7:44am in the states. i haven't been on this late in a long time. i remember i use to stay on forever! but now, i practice self-control...as for now, i don't feel like practicing self-control, and it's not like i stay on for millions of years now!

oh...juss so that you can all know...i finally have AIM on this computer...so if you have aim...feel free to talk to me...at XxMysticPinayxX...i miss you all, and if you ever see me on...please talk to me. :)

well yesterday i went to manila to go to church. there is this church called the victory church and it is a born-again christian church, and there are a million of them...and i love going there...it reminds me of home...the speakers and the songs and the service adn there are so many nice people there taht remember you and accept you for who you are. i brought jyn and eddie with me...actually it was my small group that went there,and so we all hung out there...then i met my friends in manila and juss yeah. :)

you know what was so sad? i had totally forgetten that it was thanksgiving?! can you imagine that. i mean i knew that it was coming...i always looked at my calander...and thought that the 4th thursday on the month was thanxgiving...but on that particual day...i had forgotten...so sad...and i was hanging out with some American boys that day too...and i was even with eddie and we had forgotten...and then early that morning the next day...my brother texts me happy thanxgiving and stuff...and that's when i remembered! how sad..i missed out on turkey and gravy and other wonderful food!!! aww...i tink i'm gonna have my own little thanksgiving dinner when i get home in march...hey, it's never too late to be thankful. :) or eary...whichever way you see it. :)

right now my roomie's are watching tv and i'm juss out here...my roommates are really a late sleepers, especially jynjyn...that girl would have class at 7 and she would stay up until like 5: in the morning juss watching tv! she is crazy...i remember when i would do that my first year in college...staying up late, waking up barely in time for class...the difference is in PUC, you weren't really always required to go to class...here it's like sin not to go to class...literally...its a #1 sin...

wow...my ass is really in pain right now...

well i better go now...miss you all so much KIT!

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