Would you rather...?!

...have someone who completes you...OR someone who loves you completely?!

my answer!? i would rather have someone who completes me...kasi your life is like a puzzle right?! and there is a piece that is missing without that person...and that person would complete me...therefore that person loves me diba?! well, i would hope that they do...afterall they complete me...aww...such love chuva! jejeje...

school has but such business and i think that i juss wanna lay on the groud and look up at the clouds or go star gazing...right now that sould really relaxing. two weeks ago we had out midterms...KILLED ME! then last week we had week of prayer...so all our classes were 45 mins in advance...for example...my 7:30AM class was at 6:45am...crazy...yeah...i didn't get much sleep...and then this club that i joined...i'm such a busy busy bumble bee! jejeje (leah, mishu!) oh yeah...i haven't finished yet...next week is our pre-finals! so crazy! i think i'm gonna die with my schedule like this...

at least for the rest of the week i don't have school kasi we have ingathering...in other words...we have to go places to BEG MONEY FOR THE SCHOOL! how much embarrassment is THAT?! uhg...i think i'll juss be paying money out of my own  pocket...but then that leaves me a LONG weekend...and do i have plans?! hm...let me think...yep yep yep! it was my roomie's birthday yesterday...and we celebrated...but this weekend...we'll be going to the city to do what?! hm...dance?! and...you know...JEJEJE...fun fun fun!!!:) "disco disco naman!" jejeje...!

oh...i think that i wanna highlight my hair...i think that i'm gonna too...my new found cousin is gonna hook me up! i think that it's my time to do something drastic...you think? i mean, i did read in all those magazines that when a lady does something to change her apperence, that means she is changing her appreaence...jejeje...and her life. i think that i've changed...well, i know that i've changed...but don't worry...inside me, i'm still that lil girl who still has ADHD! jejeje...:) juss a little bit more i think.

i still miss my family so much! my sister, and brother...everyone...i think i'd be much more happier if i could talk to them EVERYDAY...i'm such a home person. there are so many things that i'm craving right now...hm...maybe i should list them...

burito truck!!!
chinese food
mexican food
gummy bears
Slim Jim
Beef Jerky
Razzmatazz with energy from Jamba Juice
country fried steak
IHOP
blueberries with applesauce
Peach Rings
white Necterine (is that how you spell it?!)

oh what am i doing?! i'm juss making myself miss home more!

i LOVE chow king...beef wonton noodles...yummy! and chicken strips...and i have a new favorite...bananaque...stuff is SO good! yep yep yep! at least we still have starbucks here...that keeps me going.

Oh gosh...Eddie's gonna kill me! i have to go meet up with him!!!!

mishu all! and i LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!

oh and i think i wanna change my nickname...you will NOT believe how many "che" and "cha" there are here...it's sooooo confusing...juss call me Char...or Princess still works! jejeje. :) the canadians call me Char...so yeah..*shrugs shoulders*

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Screaming girls at 3 in the morning!

okay...juss humor for a moment okay...look at your hand...you see how big that is...yeah...okay, now look at your middle finger from the tip of if to the middle of your palm...you got that...?! okay, i know that they may be different sizes from each other...but i'm going by MY hand...it may be a little smaller than your's...but juss humor me..okay?! now the size of your hand...picture that as a BIG HAIRY SPIDER, BROWN AND HUGE!...and the tip of your middle finger to your middle of your palm...yeah...that would be the size of a cockroach! i'm sooo not exagerating! juss ask the other girls in my room! okay..and what were we doing at 3 in the morning...jejeje...should i tell you?! nah...maybe when i come home...but yeah...3 in the morning with those insects in my room...oh...and there was also a LITTLE bit SMALLER spider then the huge one ON MY BEd!!! and the cockroach was FLYING! did you even KNOW THOSE dAMN THINGS FLY!?! but yes...they DO fly! so there we were, in our pj's...standing on my roomies bed in the corner of the room with pillows as our only protection...covering our mouths...trying so hard not to scream as the spiders are crawling all over the room on the walls on the bed and the cockroah FLYING!!! i swear i was gonna die! but look at me...i'm still alive and welll...and i got myself a funny story....it's one of those stories that you have to cry and scream and feel like your dying while it's happeneing and laugh at it later...it took us an HOUR to finnaly get the guts to do something...my goodness...we slept in. yep we did...or wait...did we EVEN SLEEP! my gosh!

i have been having so much fun here! juss on friday i went with Eddie to Manila to get my quarinteen for my student visa...i'm a illegal alien here! my goodness! ejeje...then we went to this AWESOME MALL Glorietta Mall...and it's the best...had some Chow King...had guys stalk me...asking me if Eddie was my boyfriend...I THINK NOT!...and juss trying to HOLD MY HAND! my gosh...should i be flattered or what! i dont' know what it is...i try not to act different from other filippino's...and i'm pretty good at it too...most of the times, you can't tell i'm a foreigner, then i speak Tagalog, and i have an am-accent...oh well...but you know those camera phones?! yeah..those are annoying...it's like my own little paparazi...im swear! and there's nothing i can do about it! oh gosh...i feel so vain for saying all that! okay...change of subjects...!

I joined a group called CrossRoads...and who should be in the group but my EX CRUSH! but seriously i did NOT join kasi of him...i didn't even know that he was in the group/club...everyone thinks that i'm a leader here...raise your hand if you think if i'm a leader...yep, that's what i thought...i'm more of a dependent person...jejeje...but anyways...this group/club is like a leader club chuvaness....(my new word Chuva...get over it!! jejeje) i'm really shy...i can talk the language...but my am-accent is so strong! it's so obvious i'm english speaking! oh well...we go on a lot of road trips! so much fun...but we also spreak the word of God...that is A LOT of fun! The last place we went was to Quezon...dont' ask...it's in the philippines...that's all i know...:) and that was an adventure...we had to sleep on CEMENT FLOORS! there were 13 of us! and only 3 blankets...mine was one...one of the guys was like saying that he couldn't sleep on the cement so we took down ping-pong tables and placed them on the ground and slept on them...believe it or not, with the right people...it was an adventure...so much fun...i couldn't go to sleep we were laughing so much! and the next day early in the morning we had to teach seperate classes...!!!:)  goodness...how can i possibly tell all what i want at this moment! should i try, or juss try to be mysterious and tell you only part....jejeje...okay i'll be annoying and juss tell you the rest at home!!! jajajaja!!!! :)

well, let me juss take the time to thank those of you who comment my blogs...it's nice to know that people read these babbling of mine. :)

OH MY GOSH! i love manila...they have a boardwalk there...it's great...and at night! oh gosh...i'm still good. im swear! :)

well...my friends are waiting for me to finish this...so i best be one my way. I miss you all though...my friends and family at home...if everyone can do me a favor...can you PLEASE tell my brother to contact me...i think he forget...and my heart is torn to pieces juss thinking of it...so thanx :) maybe you can jog him memory that he has a sister far away that misses him. thanx. :)

hugs and kisses to EVERYONE...that includes you my dear Es. :)


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How do you find someone?!

Okay...i need your help. I'm trying to look for someone...but i can't find him...is there anyway that i can find him?!

I have no school for already two days...it is flooding and raining like whoa now...but i can't stay in the house any longer...i am dying of boredom!!!! so that is what is happening with me. i miss everyone so much...

PRISON BREAK...watch it...there is a REALLY hot HOTTIE there...like yummy hottie!!!! it's s TV Show...juss watch it...you know that i dont' ususally get myself hooked up on to those series, but this one i couldnt resist...you'll see why...not only kasi of the hottie...but juss kasi i like those kind of story lines and plots...juss watch it...

what else...oh Eddie's birthday is coming up...what shall we do for him?!?!?! OHOHOHOH! i'm going to a concert... but SHHH...i'll tell you which one AFTER the fact...lets juss hope that this rain lets up so that i can actually get to manila without drowning (God forbid!!!)! But i'm swear that will be exciting...this thursday...then my room mates will be leaving me ALONE IN THE ROOM for the rest of the weekend kasi they have to attend a funeral in Cagayan...thats a plane ride away...i HATE being by myself...and if there is a black out...i won't live...but we'll see how that goes...

what else has happened?! SO much to say...! I need to save SOME stories for when i get home...oh yeah, and that's the thing...i don't know if should go home this christmas or in March...which one...if i go home in March i think i might be able to stay for 2 1/2 weeks...but i come home for christmas i have to leave on Dec 31 to be here on the 2nd of January, that's when class starts...then again...who needs to go to class?!?! naw...i don't know...i have to find out soon...so what do you all think?! Oh and if i come home for christmas...it will only be aroudn 1 1/2 weeks...so uhm...iono...maybe i'll juss stay here and NOT GO HOME...but i don't want that to be an option.

Hm...what else can i juss say in the passing?! uhm...i met someone...actually i met a lot of someones...jejeje...but hm...naw...i won't say that one yet...uhm...i think i want to stop writing now...but i juss want all of you to know that i miss you muchoness...take care, and don't forget me...but HAVE FUN...like me...damn, i sure do miss my summer break!!!!!

Bamboo, Hale, Kamikazi...look them up...Bamboo is awesome...Champ on Hale is CUTE and Kamikazi...FIRST DAY HIGH...what more can i say...jejeje...i don't know if you'll understand that one...oh yeah...and the TV series Sa Piling Mo...so damn addicting!!!

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Hello...

Oh my goodness! i have this teacher..and he is always saying HELLO!!!! i mean...like to get our attention...you should juss hear him...its funny but then after awhile it gets really old!!! and then i'm juss like SHUT UP!!! jejeje...yeah right! can you even see me doing that?!

okay...so what am i doing here again the second day in a row going online...my goodness...now THAT is a luxury...:) well me and my friend/roommate have decided to further our learning of the guitar and become pro's at it...and so here i am ATTEMPTING to get guitar tabs..but is this working?! NOPE! this place is so slow...so now i'm trying to get SMART broadband on my laptop...but my goodness! it's SO expensive...but then it's sorta hard for me to function without direct access to the internet...yes i know...i'm acting like a spoiled brat...but seriousness...YOU TRY IT! especially with all the reseach that i have to do...and this dial-up connection...okay, i have to admit that this particular place that i'm at right now...(jem it's our cousins place...near the restuarant...you remember now?! :) ) isn't all that bad...only like 5 minutes for a page to upload...unlike the other places...grrr...so hard to get used too!!!

but yeah...i walk out of the house and i'm underneath a waterfall...it's raining pretty hard here...so much sadness i am...it's suppose to be hot and sunny summer...but no, i am not in california no more...it is more like hot, dry, and wet at the same time...and yes it is possible...

oh my goodness! i need to tell you this...the spiders here are as big as...uhm...BIG!!! they are huge..okay, so here i am sitting on my bed and my room mate is sitting on her sister's bed...and her sister's bed is against a window, and we are playing jyn and eddie's guitar's and then i see something catch my eye...its a round white thing as big as a quarter right?! and so i was like "joy, what is that?!" she looks at it and says it's a HUGE spider! i was like whatever...it's dark outside right...and member i odn't like dark windows...but i go closer to see this spider...and the white round thing happens to be the eggs that it's guarding and the spider was as big as my hand...and it's wasn't a skinny daddy long legs either...it was a thick, huge hairy black ugly thing!!!! it took picture of it...and then here comes a ALBINO lizzard...at least it was really white it was see through...and chases the spider...that thing has some guts...yeah...i hate it...but hey...i'm gonna be optimistic...it was outside the window..now if it was INSIDE...it would be a whole different story..jeje...

you know whats pretty interesting to do? dance in the rain...i really don't like rain...it makes my hair wet...and when my hair is wet i feel cold...but then since i have to live the fact that it rains a lot here...hey might as well be happy and do something good about it, right?! so i dance in the rain...pretty fun...you should try it. jejeje...:)

well, i guess i need to go now...print out the tabs that i do have...and stuff...well...dont' be strangers now...and keep in touch...if you guys want my number here is...

011639194435444

at least that is how you dial it...text me...jejeje...my goodness...i HATE texting...but then that is how they do it here...gosta get used to it...if that number doesn't work...feel free to ask my brother...(right 'rara?! :) i LOVE you!!! :) )

here i go again, sayin that i need to go...but i'm still writing...when will i ever learn!!! jejeje...

take care all...i miss you...and i love you SOOOO much!!!

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Another week is starting.

my favorite days here are fridays...then comes saturdays...and then sundays are a not have...i dont' really like sundays kasi that means i have school the next day! school here is extra long...and i'm serious you people out there, there are NO eye-candy here...okay...well maybe there are 2 but they aren't all that great! jejeje...but i guess i should stop looking for one...i'll only let my self down all the time...jeejjeje....

i'm sad...my family is gone now....good bye auntie and family and lissa...i miss you guys a lot..i'm sorta sad that i didn't get to say bye to one of my other family members...but maybe one day i'll be able to see them again...it's like i've been here forever, and then not forever...i can't make up my mind ...jeje...but yeah...

i miss everyone so much...pres, i miss you and the babies so much...i thought that i would mention that...since i think about you guys all the time...i regret not seeing laylay grow up and watch her "firsts" in her life...and i regret not being there to play with rose...and i miss talking to you! i miss you so much! so if you are reading this...yes i miss you

to everyone else...yes...i miss you all so much..i'm thinking about all my friends back at home all the time...but don't worry about me...im sure that you all are having much funness without me, and i'm having a lot of fun here too...i alreayd have a lot of stories to tell you...a lot...so much funniness we will be laughing for DAYS...and i'm f'realz!

well...this was juss a blah-blah blog thingy...but i juss wanted to let you all know I LOVE YOU!

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okay...so now i am here in the great motherland of the philippines...and i am greatly shocked and annoyed with the slow internet access! oh my goodness...and i thought that wireless would help more...my mom got me a awesome webcam...but i don't know if i can even use it! this connection whatever is SO slow! i'm going insane...but you know what?! it's all good...i can live...and that is all that matters right?!

i am happy here...i reallly am...other than the fact that i really extremely miss everyone back at home...i keep thinking of "what if's"...but you know...in all seriousness...i feel like i wasn't going anywhere when i was home. i felt traped sorta...so i had to get away...and man oh man...it's GREAT! i don't live in the dorm anymore...that would juss KILL me...i stay at faculty housing...with Jyn and Joy...for those of you who don't know...Jyn is Eddie's girlfriend and Joy is her sister...i love them both...they are great, and we have FUN FUN FUN times! yep yep yep!

It's so freaking hot here! and it's rainy season...for those of you who know me...i HATE rain...except if i feel like crying...then no one can tell...ohohohohoh! you should see the little kittens her...they are SO cute...jejeje...change of topic really fast for a second...but as i was saying...so freaking hot here...! but i'm getting used to it...it's not as bad as it use to be when i first got here....so that is always a good thing...

i went to a wedding this past weekend...missed TWO days of school...but oh well...so shoot me. :) the wedding was LONG...,remind me...when i get married...RUN down the aisle...vows...kiss....then PARTY ALL NIGHT LONG! jejeje...well not ALL night...jejeje...this wedding was TERIBLELY LONG! like the ceremony itself was THREE hours! NO DANCING...and it was LONG LONG LONG! but hey...there was new people to meet! :) also it was like 9 hours away from school...so we hadr to leave RIGHT after the wedding to go back to school...trust me i was soooooo tired the next day. i'm a light sleeper...so therefore i didn't get ANY sleep...so story...and it's juss another story that i will tell you when i get home.

i have class in 45 minutes...and i wanna wash my body before i go to class..i swear i rinse my body at least 5 times a day...but i will grow my hair out...i will NOT cut it! jejeje...i like long hair...my goodness these kitties are SO cute!!!

sucks for me...no eye candy for me YET...jejeje...got that i said YET! i'm stil looking...and eye candy for me is NOT boyfriend so don't even think about that one! jejeje...but yeah...

well...i love you everyone...keep in touch...oh and for some reason my hotmail account is going wackofied....so i dont' know when i'll be able to check that...but i still like checking that one rather than my myspace...but oh well...you gotta love myspace!

i love you all!

che


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Laterz yo'

wrong choice or not...i'm leaving...keep in touch please...i'll miss all of you SO much...ALL of you...

address:

c/o Adventist Universtiy of the Philippines
P.O. Box #1834
1099 Manila Philippines

i'll post my cell number when i get there...although, i know it's long distance..but oh well...

i love you

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