I'm so craving Jamba Juice right now!

yep...you read right...i really wanna go to jamba juice! i asked my friend Chris, who is lucky enough to be going home for christmas break what is the first things that she is gonna do when she goes home...seems like we have something in common...i wanna go to jamba juice...so does she. the only difference is that she gets to go home this christmas, and i have to wait until march to have my razzmatazz with energy boost! jejejeje...i know...a lot of people are always asking me why i need to have some more energy...but iono...i like it...it makes it taste better...and you know...yeah...

well, i went out to ATC (Alabang Town Center) with Chris and that was fun...then we went to Festival...and we actually came home early because we were so tired...but it was raining like what when we got back on campus. yep...i figured out the weather sorta...when it gets really hot...the next day it will rain. and so since yesterday was so hot, it rained today...but we had forgotten to bring umbrella's so yeah...we were soaked...AND i was wearing white...and i was wearing pants...so imagine that! my pants so litterally STUCK on me and my top was see-through, but hey...it's okay...i wasn't the only one who was drench...and so that is the weather of the great philippines.

I wish so badly that i could be going home for christmas...but since i'm not, i can't dwell on the idea that it'll be awhile until i get to go home for the holidays...i don't really know what i'll be doing for christmas...i've gotten a few offers as to what to do...but i don't know. i know that i'll miss the christmas sale...oh especially the thanksgiving sale....! we don't have thanksgiving here so that sucks...oh well...we have intrumerals...(however you spell that word) and so we get a week off still..something to do with sports.

well, since the new semester has started, i have made a lot more friends...some people even from PUC...some who's dream school IS PUC....some who are juss balikbayan...some from africa...some from new york some from europe...juss from all over...this new semester isn't gonna be the greatest...but i think i'll live!

you remember those nights were we will juss go to someone's house and juss chill for the heck of it...juss to hang out...and play games and to have a crazy fun time. well yeah...jynjyn and eddie were missing that, so they planned one at eddie's house. well the house that he was staying at...it was so much fun. we didn't have much games to play...but we ended up playing Tabu like forever! it was so much fun! it was guys against girls...guess who won?! yep...you got it right...us girls! yep! yep! it was superness funness! it brought me home for juss a moment. it was a little harder though, because i didnt' ahve all those inside jokes and past to help me with the words...but us girls still made it through...but i think that owner of the house thinks that we were a little loud...whoops! :) maybe next time we can find another house...maybe at the house that i'm staying at now. sucks though that we have a 10:pm curfew...otherwise i know that we could last forever...yeah..i miss those times.

well, right now, i'm sitting outside...and it's pretty outside. it's night time even though i know the time doesn't say that it's night time really...this myspace is on US time i guess...and i'm too lazy to change it...it rained, but the skies are clear now...and the stars are bright...i'm in my pj pants and my hoodie sweater and my house maids keep coming out here saying that i look so cute and serious sitting here consentrating on what i'm doing with my hood up and my laptop on my lap jejeje...at least the misquitoes aren't out.

you know...today while i was ATC i was waiting outside the store for Chris when this little baby grabbed my leg in time to not fall down. He was i think not even one year old yet...or was juss near one...because it was the little baby drunk walk that they do when they are juss learning to walk...and i really missed holding a baby that i bent down and picked the baby up, and it lay his head on my shoulder...aww...it was love at first sight! i didn't see the mom or dad around anywhere! but then all of a sudden i hear this couple like franctically looking for their baby...and i went up to them with their baby...they were all like, "thank you! thank you! thank you!" my goodness! how do you do that?! leave you baby alone! my gosh! i was shocked...but the baby was okay...gosh i want to be with babies again...all the babies that i knew at home will be so big now when i go home...*sigh*...i guess that's what i get for going home.

damn...the stars are really beautiful...i'm remembering past days...i hate thinking of "what if's" but you know sometimes you can't help yourself...but yeah...

you know...when i go home, i need to look for a really awesome costume to bring back here! the holloween parties are the craziest here! i'm so swear!! and next year i wanna go again and really dress up, but it's hard to find cool costumes here so i have to look for one at home...so help me okay...if you have any suggestions or something...its gonna be crazy!!! :)

you know what? i want a pet here...little jr. died. my kitty...i was SO sad for awhile....but i'm surviving. but i want a pet to love here...i think having a snake would be so cool...but my guardians forbade it...so something else will have to do. i'm thinking of a puppy...that would be awesome...but it can't come in the house...and i would want it too. i miss having a pet. i do have cats here that i like...but they aren't my cats they are kuya jett's cat's but he shares them...like the one that call "mamaz" is here...with me juss sitting with me. i miss precious...and baili...*sigh*

well, i besta go no...i went online to do some research...and i'm done with that now...so i think i will go inside now...plus, i'm feeling sad and cold out here...i wanna go inside my room and have fun with my roomies...jejeje...it's great to have great roomies! :)

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Hello...I want some strawberry lemonade please.

I am so bored out of my mind! I'm trying to do something to keep me out of this boring phase of my day. I went to sleep very late last night, and I woke up very early this morning. And there is nothing to do! My room mates are still sleeping. They always sleep in if they don't have anything to do. I already woke up, and help my housemaid cook food…well, I juss helped make Taron…that stuff is the best! By the way….jejejejeje…I would have watched TV, but the TV here is weird…like you would be watching then all of a sudden it goes crazy on you. I went outside and talked to random people who passed by…I already ate my lunch…tried to go back to sleep…but now, I'm just here sitting in front of my laptop writing this blog. Letting you all know how bored I am. But you know what? I think being bored is a mind thing. Just like being happy. Maybe if I don't think that I'm bored, then I won't be bored. I'm not bored.

You know last week, I was in Manila for more than half the week, and I was suppose to go there again last weekend…but then I had to be back in AUP early in the morning…and it takes at least 2 ½ hours to get back to AUP…public transportation is FOREVER here! They don't have bus stops, or jeepney stops…you juss gotta WAIT for one to come by, and then you juss have to cross your fingers it's the one that you need. Sometimes if I want to go to say this mall called Festival in Alabang, it's suppose to only take 20-30 minutes to get there, but then, I'm lucky if I can get there in a hour and a half. More than half the time I am waiting for a jeepney or a FX to fill up. My gosh!

But anyways, as I was saying,  Last Monday I went to Manila with Jyn and Eddie. You see, me and Eddie needed to get our I-cards, which is the Philippines version of a green card. And at first we were planning to go on Tuesday, but we didn't know that it was gonna be a national holiday so everything was gonna be closed including the immigration place. So on Monday around 1:pm when we found out that it was gonna be closed that next day, we went to Manila. They said that immigration closed at 5:pm.  We got there at 4:30pm enough time to start our I-card process, right…nope…whoever told us that Immigration closed at 5:pm was wrong…it closed at four! So sucks for me, since I juss lost day to register my classes. It takes at LEAST two weeks to register for the next semester, trust me…a big pain! So we juss went to the mall there in Manila and hung out.

Come Wednesday, I had to go to Mall of Asia to sing. Yeah, that was fun, it was amazing…would I do it again, I don't know…but it was an awesome experience…and so Wednesday since we were there we stayed over in the Legend Condo's—the condo's that we always stay at when we stay the weekend in Manila. (I love the place…they ask you no questions of what you do J) And the next day Thursday me and Eddie worked on our I-cards. Jyn and Joy were always with us, since they came to see my "debut as a singer" as they like to put it. J My cousin here, said that doing the I-card was gonna take about uhm ONE HOUR! So why were we there from 8 in the morning to when it was closing time, and BEYOND! Uhm…closing time…4:pm…we stayed longer since…jejeje…I'm about to get to you about that one. J

Anyways, our I-cards (which took about five million years just to SIGN UP FOR ONE!) was so crazy to get! When we went to the immigration place to get it, they said that we didn't have the necessary papers to get one! And I was like WHAT?! Yes, we did! I know we did! The school said that photocopies of our student visa were okay, and our passports…and my cousin had gotten hers with only that stuff…so I don't know what the hell they were talking about. Anyways…you know…I changed my mind. I don't wanna tell you HOW we got the i-cards…that's gonna be a really long story, and I would rather tell it in person. It's funny, amusing, and flattering. Jejejeje…so juss remember to ask me HOW we did it. J Anyways, Eddie and I need to go back to actually pick up our I-cards in a few weeks…we'll see how that goes. J

You know how I'm on SemBreak right now? Well, in the beginning of my sembreak, I actually went to go to this highschool and did an evangelistic meeting….that is a story of itself, and I would be willing to tell you all about it, but there's juss so much that happened…so many stories…I'll juss have to tell you when you asked. Just ask me about CLAA in Pampanga. I'll remember, I can't forget. Anyways…I juss wanna share with you this one awesome time that I had there. There were only a few of us that went. Me and my friend Chris (Christine) were the only girls, and there were three other guys. Anyways, on the last night there, my friend Erold was playing the guitar…HE IS GOOD! HE IS AWESOME! I WANT YOU TO HEAR HIM!...that guy can play anything, I'm so swear, and he's so modest about it too. I asked him to play "Love and Honesty" (my favorite Hawaiian song) he didn't know it, but he asked me to sing it, and I did, and he played it…he's great. But anyways, my last night there in CLAA, the place is the perfect place to go star gazing…so me and my friend Chris were star gazing, looking for shooting stars to wish on, and Erold was playing the guitar. It was so perfect. I wish that you all could have been there. Chris is from San Diego, we were both missing home…the night was quiet except for Erold playing his guitar, and me and Chris were juss sitting on the balcony thingy juss looking up. If only I can describe the feeling…I missed home so much, but I knew that I wasn't (completely J) forgotten.

You know, I miss that. Star gazing. You know in AUP, the stars are amazing and you can really see it. The only problem is, this place is like a prison. Curfew is at 10:pm…and you aren't allowed to be walking around campus for no reason when it's dark…and it gets dark here at 6:pm. There are guards with guns…and I'm sure as hell know that if you told a guard that you were star gazing, they would take you in for questioning at head quarters! Naw…juss playing…but it is pretty strict here. The guards have guns! Im swear!

I will go now.  

(Happy Birthday Manang!)

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Okay...so here i am, sitting outside...and there are misquitoes buzzing all around me...i'm here with my sweater on...but i'm in basketball shorts...so my poor lets are being eaten alive. i'm talking to my friend whom i havent' talked to in a long time...dispite the fact my housemaids wants me to come inside to eat with them, kasi it's dinner time.

I'm also on, kasi i miss my home, and my family so much. It was my daddy's birthday yesterday...and i know that today is harry's birthday...and so on the off chance that he ever reads this..."happy birthday harry!" jejeje...you know, i watch this one movie, and in it...there was this young girl who was dying...and this other girl asked the girl if she was scared of death..this dying girl was like 12 years old...and she said something that made me think. She said that she was not scared of dying...she was scared of what she was gonna miss out on when she was gone.

I think that's sorta the same with me. i'm not scared of death...i'm juss scared of what i'm gonna miss out when i'm gone. But you know its sorta like that now. i feel like i'm dead to everyone at home. and the worst part is, at times i hear what IS going on, and what i AM missing out on. so i guess that's the worst part of being away from home. it's like your dead to your home, but you still hear news of what your missing out. whereas, when your dead...you don't really find out what your missing until you go to heaven and find out.

true...i'm having so much fun here! i sang at this awesome mall place...i'm making new friends, i'm doing what my parents want me to be doing, i'm going out and helping those who aren't as well off as i am, i'm doing things that i know that i can be proud of, but i miss him. i know that i'm missing out on so many things. i'm missing out on my baby neices growing up...i'm missing out on weddings, on parties, on birthdays, on holidays. all the sports games all the things that i know that all of you guys are doing and having fun....i'm not even allowed to go out and trick-or-treat! but i'm not complaining...i'm juss sad. so sad. i miss it at home. but you know...what is worst? i know that when i'm at home, i miss it here. i miss it here so much...i wish that i were rich enough to have my own plane to fly back and forth whenever i want.

eww..i think the cat took a SH!T....it smells like SH!T!!! gross....uhg...by the way...the cats here are different too...you know how at home they dig a hole and shit in it, then bury it? well, over here, they don't. they juss shit wherever they feel like it. sometimes right outside my room window...and i literally cry from the smell..it's terrible! but lucky me....my roomates have a really good sense of smell...so if they say they smell something bad...i hold my breath...cover my nose...or something...and if i'm lucky it will pass...:)

oh my goodness! there was this time where me and eddie and our other friend john..who is also a balikbayan, were in this class called asain civilization....and we were talking, then all of a sudden this really bad smell came to us...sucks..we were sitting by the window. john was falling asleep, and he even woke up....it was funny...then the wind would blow it away, and me and eddie could breath again, and then it would come again...oh, its not as funny if you weren't there...but if you were there...oh gosh!

i have a lot more stories to tell you, but i need to go for now since my roomie wants to go online...and i like to share...so peace out yo' i love you all and please know that i miss you...

(TAMARA!!! where are you!!!?!)

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So finally i got internet connection on my laptop, but it's not the fastest thing in the world...but who am i to complain...:) it's semester break...which means i have no school...but it's more less the relaxing...so much business here!

i don't really know what to write, only that i wanted to write. :) jejeje...i'm so wierd...oh well...oh did you know that i learned how to say weird in tagalog?! kakaiba...i'm know it's not the literal meaning...it's more like "different for others" or something like that...but thats the closest...if you wanted to know...

this is so short...but i guess i'll write more later...oh yeah...do me a favor all my many many friends :) WRITE EDDIE...he's sad...but SHHHH!!! i didn't say that! :) jejejej...juss surprise him :)

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Typhoon storms are SO scary! On the 28^th of September, AUP and the surrounding towns were unfortunately hit by a typhoon storm! And let me tell you, that was something SCARY! That I really hope that I'll have to go through again! Okay, I was eating the night before and on the news they said that there was gonna be "bagio" (storm) and that we should stay indoors. And I'm like whatever! I've been through storms in the Philippinesalready, but my gosh! This was a storm like none other! No joke! They said the last time they had a storm this bad was 12 years ago! But worst, and I'm thinking WORST! And I thought that this one was BAD! Anyways, my housemaids had closed and locked all the windows in the house and I was like, what?! It's so hot! We need the windows open, but we (my room mates and I) left them close, and it was a good thing, because I woke up that Wednesday night and I started to hyperventilate because it was PITCH BLACK! At first I was like, is my eyes still closed?! It was SO dark….and then that's when I flipped! It was dark because the storm was happening and already the winds were 150 km/hour and they already knocked down the electricity poles….so there was no light. My room mates woke up, and they juss talked to me to breath and stuff, and then I calmed down…I had the light of my cell phone and I had a flashlight. I sleep next to a window and so does my other room mate Jyn…and the window's kept flying open and we kept getting wet, and the wind was really blowing and things were flying…we had to tie the windows down. Finally late the next day the storm passed by…and when Joy and I walked outside, it was SO sad!!!! Tree's had fallen down, poles where down, fences were gone…the CONCRETE BRIDGE here on campus was half gone…the signs that were up before were now down. Then I went outside of AUP, and I juss wanted to CRY! All the small stores and houses all along outside of AUP were GONE! The tree's were thrown all over the places, there were vehicles that were halfway down in mud…the river was high, there were children's bodies, there were animal bodies, there were the billboards that looked like they were grinded up and thrown randomly around the place…it was SO depressing! The electricity was down for a week, but there is still places that don't have electricity. What really sucked was that we have finals, and we didn't have electricity at all, and since they don't honor day light savings time, it gets dark at 5:pm…no kidding…and it gets DARK because there is NO LIGHT ANYWHERE! And after the storm it was HOT, but we couldn't turn on the fans.

Oh! You wanna know something sweet that my roomie JynJyn did for me. Okay, well, since there was no power, the first night I said that I was gonna go to sleep early, since there was a candle, and I said I wanted to sleep before the candle dies. Well, so I fall asleep, but I woke up when the candle died…for those of you who know me, I'm an EXTREMELY light sleeper, and for some reason I know when my light has been turned off, so when the candle died, I freaked out again, but this time I juss kept my eyes closed and told myself that blah, blah, blah…anyways, I heard noise again and I got scared but then I realized that my roomie JynJyn had also woken up because she set her alarm to wake her up…so that she can light another candle! So everytime the candle died she got up to light another. In the morning she told me that she set her alarm at 3 hour intervals to wake her up so that she can see if the candle was dead or still going. She said that she didn't want me to wake up to darkness…I LOVE my room mates. The next day we bought a HUMUNGOUS candle that lasted the rest of the week and we didn't have to get up to light it anymore. But damn…you all need to meet JynJyn…she is awesome…same with Joy, her sister…my friend and my other roomie. J

Anyways, we have our electricity now…thank goodness! And it's super hot, but that's okay. I'm here with Eddie right now at the internet shop getting information about a research project that we both have to do. But first I wanted to post up another blog since I haven't written in the blog thingy in a while. But yeah.

Did you all remember that I was my brother's birthday? And Chris's birthday too?! Well, I don't know if they read my blogs, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TWO! Okay, BELATED…but know that I'm thinking about you two. I called my brother on his birthday, and I know that he went to my sister's house for his birthday, I'm so sad, I so wish that I could have gone with him. I want to see my sister and brother again. I miss them SO much…so would you all do me a favor, if any of you see them, give them a hug for me. Thanks…I really do miss them a lot. Mandope…I wanna go boating again!

Well, since it's finals, that means this semester is almost done…actually it practically is…we juss need to take our finals. Can you imagine that?! I only have one more semester, and then I'm going home! I can't wait! Hm…lets see…I think my plan is that I'm gonna be going home in March…I think I know the date…but for now, I'm gonna keep that a secret. I know that I wanna be home for Manang Val's wedding…so I think I'll be there until the first week of June. Maybe I'll celebrate an early birthday since my birthday here makes me depressed! But yeah, I really can't believe that the first semester is practically done. This school year has really gone by SO fast! But then again, this year is so much more funner then the first time that I came here…not that the first time was terrible, it juss wanted as fun.

Anyways, we're gonna have a 2 ½ week sembreak. I"ll be doing a week of prayer at a highschool somewhere with my CRT group. I think that's gonna be a lot of fun. Then the rest of the week, I'm gonna relax and take it easy…maybe I'll go to the beach and juss have fun. I REALLy want to play football and volleyball. Maybe that's what I'll do. I really miss that.

Oh!!! You know that second biggest mall in the world and the biggest mall in Asia is here in the Philippines! Guess what?! This group asked me to be a guest singer in their concert! But they want me to sing this half Japanese half English song…so I had to learn a new song, but my goodness…I'm so scared! But when I asked the guy who asked me to sing how he heard me sing, he said that he asked a few of his friends if they know anyone who can sing and they recommended me! And then he heard me sing. But then you know when I came here to the Philippines, I already told myself that I didn't want to sing for an audience. There is this thing that I'm a part of and it's called the Jesus Project. And for one program we did a girls band thingy…and I was the lead singer. I told them that I would rather play the piano, but they got me to sing instead, and then that is how the guy heard me sing. I'm pretty excited, but I'm really scared, but not trying to think how scared I am. I remember when I was younger my dream was to be a star singer…but that was all in the past, if this happened to me when I was younger, I would be so psyched…but it didn't, it's happening NOW! But hey…it's going to be an experience. And I'm excited. I wish you all were there though…*sigh* oh well….

I know that I mentioned this before, but I'm taking up the guitar. I'm slowly learning…I think I sound okay now. But my CRT group wants me to play in FRONT OF PEOPLE! My gosh, I think I'm traumatized too! And "you" know why! Jejeje…good times…naw…it's kasi I use to play guitar when I was younger…well sorta…and then I played in front of my friends and they laughed…but all in fun, in fun…jejeje…so I'm juss jowking…but do you remember that (Es, Leah?!?! Jejejejeje…..) At least my fingers aren't hurting anymore. But I'm still wanting to grow my nails out. But that is a "no-no"…you know. J

You know people are always asking me, "Which one are you scared of the most? Cockroach or spider…?!" how am I suppose to answer that question! Okay…Jem, you remember I use to go out "exploring" with Baili Dru outside and collect spiders and bugs and spider eggs…and "roly-poly" soup?! So I'm really not scared of bugs…but then I come here and then BAM their bugs here are like on steroids or something! Their huge! And did you know that cockroaches FLY! Juss the other day I walked out of my room and there right above our door was this spider bigger than my hand…and these mama's are not those little daddy long legged babies…but they are thick, hairy, brown and         U-G-L-Y!! But this spider wasn't alone, nope it wasn't it had it's egg nest with it! And it wasn't small either…it's was nearly as big as it's mama! My gosh…im swear if that thing comes in the room, I juss might juss go home! My goodness…try taking a bath with one of those in the bathroom!!! It's juss like living your worst nightmare! They are SO scary! I'm so not joking! You juss ask Eddie! He has some stories to tell you about them big uglies! Oh…I was trying to explain to my roomie about Roly-polies…those cute little bugs that curl up on a ball and roll around if you touch it…jejeje…J

"Sometimes you have to put walls up around you…not to keep people out…but to see who cares enough to break them down just to be with you…."

"Find a person who wants to kiss your lips everyday, who lifts and hugs you when your jealous, who patiently keeps silent when your mad, who fixes your hair just to see your face and the one who wants to have lunch with you with his family…the one who shares his drinks with you, who squeezes your hand together when you squeeze his and the one who wants to cut work just to have a date with you. Find someone who plans and imagines his future with you seven years from now (I don't know about that one!!!) and when you find him, never let him go…"

"Time alone can prove the worth of a person, as time goes by we lose the false ones and keep the best! Because true people stay when all the rest are gone!"

"Love is running to someone's arms, colliding with someone's heart and exploding into someone's soul."

"I could be a PAPER, you can write your filings, scribble your anger, use me to absorb your tears, but don't throw me after use, because when you feel cold, I'll burn myself to warm you."

"Do you know why there are people who had a bad experience in love, but shows like nothing happened? They never show you they cry, simply because there are tears in the heart that never reaches the eyes…"

"The face can speak of a thousand emotions, but it can easily mask what the heart truly feels. Don't be fooled, for the 'happiest face may be masking the most hurting heart.'"

"Don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs. Know that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs. Try not to risk it all, don't stumble, don't fall. Hold your head high, don't be afraid to say 'goodbye'. Stay true and be you. Do everything there is to do. Live life to the fullest and never look back. There is a reason for the future and a reason for the past. Love til it hurts, laugh til u cry and when your life flashes before you die, be happy for what you've done, be happy for what you've overcome and most of all be proud of what you had become."

"You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it."

"When God leads you to the edge of a cliff, trust Him fully and let go. Coz only one of two things will happen: either He will catch you when you fall or He will teach you how to fly."

There, juss wanted to share with you some of the text forwards that I get on a daily basis…I'm so swear, there are people here that has NEVER TALKED on their phone…juss always texting texting naman!!! J Some are cute like those ones…but there are some texts that are like "WHAT THE HECK!?!" oh well…that's life here in the Philippines…

Well, I miss you all…but I need to go and finish my research now! Thanx for all the letters and e-mails…I love you all!!

('Rara..I hope that you're having fun!!!)

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I miss you.

I don't know how i have time to say all i have to say...lets see...bullets...lets try that...:) juss something new you know!

1) PRAY PRAY PRAY!!!!! The three little kitties that were born in our "garage" are only a few weeks old and the mommy died...so i've been busting my ass to feed them as much as i can...they are weak and i really have to force them to eat! i'm so sad...i love them so much...jejeje...you know me, i get attached to easily! Pray that they live. If they die, im so swear a part of me will die....no joke...i love to easily...Eddie's been a great help...he comes to help me as much as he can...when he's not at the clinic (his girlfriend is there)

2) Denge or was it Dange...i think it was Denge..it's sorta like malaria, it spreads through the misquitoe and we all know how common those pests are here! but it's going around! Jyn, eddies' girlfriend was admitted in the clinic because she was having a fever of 40 C degree's! oh okay...i know i read fairinghight...whoa...HOW DO YOU SPELL THAT WORD...but according to my phone...jejeje...unit converstion...that would be 104 degrees...not that is CRAZY!!! get this its SO hot outside, but she is shivering like there is no tommarow! :) but a few of my friends were admited...actually at 5:30 i'm gonna go to the clinic to visit them...pray that I don't get it!

3) Chemistry...it's killing me...i have TWO take home TESTS in one day....and i'm suppose to be trying to figure all this out...but i don't understand any of it! i don't care for chemistry in the first place!!! pray that i passed...( oh hey...i'm doing good in physics...that's always good!)

4) does anyone have yahoo messenger? please add me...it's aziangirl_pinay...i've tried to go on MSN...but then for some reason the philippines don't really believe in it...and AIM is out of the question...please i wanna talk to some of you...i miss you!!!

5) don't they all say that if you do something different with your hair then your ready for new change...well, we all know that my sister (and friend) cut my hair last christmas the shortest it has been since who knows when...but last night me and my other room mate that isn't in the hospitol, Joy, were SO bored...we dyed my hair! jejeje...oh my gosh...chemicals i che's hair i know..but it's cut...well, i take that back, i sorta dyed it...it's streaked with burgandy and red colors...jejeje...i like it....But i'm still planning to grow my hair out and leave it LONG!!! :) jejeje...that's for sure!

6) my gosh...i need to go!....and i thought time was so slow...but really in reality...it's not slow or fast it's juss consistent!!! but i sorta need to go..i love you all so much, and i miss you LOTS!!! thanks for your prayers, and love....and PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME!!!

hugs and kiss....

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