confused emotions.

Hm...you know there are those times where you juss feel SAD...and you don't even know WHY...or if there is even a REASON to even BE sad?! well, there are a lot of reason to be sad...but why?! i mean, i know why...but why?! okay, i'm not making any sense...anymore!!! i feel sad for some reason...okay...let me make a list of why i should be happy...well, i am happy, something is hurting my heart right now though, and i don't know why...

i have friends
my best friend is coming home this weekend
my friends are coming in october (maybe)
the weekend is FINALLY here
I get to play with babies later on
my sister is gonna be coming home again
my sister bought a house!!!!!
none of my pillows/blankets/stuff animals OR me...fell off my bed this morning...jejeje
i had applesauce and blueberries
I get to see my home friends tommarow

i think i know what it is...i miss my past friends and family that are gone. hm...that's what heaven for right? i'll see them again...hm...was the date again?! oh yeah...yeah...

"happy thoughts!!!" jejejee

okay...i'm going now.

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do NOT turn off the lights

The teacher turned the lights off to get the class's attention. It was dark. Pitch dark...and there was a glass door. I screamed. The end.


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FOR EDDIE!!!!

You all need to help me out on this one...okay, me AND Eddie out...not only is Eddie lonely and misses you all SO much while he is gone...but he also needs to win a bet with his girlfriend...(my goodness...them two are SO competitive...but that's what makes them ADORABLE!!!) so far JynJyn (his lovely, WONDERFUL girlfriend)  is winning...so come on everyone...WRITE EDDIE...as you can prolly guess...the bet is to see who gets the most mail...when i was there, we played the game...and yes...my brother won...wow...all those letters i wrote didn't help any...but come on now...me and my brother arent' there anymore, and Eddie is all by his lonesome self (having SO much fun) and is missing us...write him...his address is...

Eddie Gasmin
c/o Adventist University of the Philippines
P.O. Box #1834
Manila 1099 Philippines

it doesn't matter, postcards, letters, gifts, packages...ANYTHING...but  make sure that it's addressed to Eddie, and it has to come in the mail. Oh, and if you don't know my dear cousin Eddie, it don't matter, make a new friend and write him! :)

ps...so far he has gotten ZERO love from home...the brother needs some love people!!!! (last i heard JynJyn's gotten eight)

two questions and more!

Okay...i know im random...but i love me...jejeje...:)

one my ice-breaker questions...
"If you could be a mystical creature, what would it be and why?"

you wanna know my answer?! i guess for those of you who already know me already know...but yeah, i would have to say MERMAID...my little girl dream to be a moon catcher...don't ask...and a mermaid...hm..i guess you can say. that i have a LOT of little girl dreams...jejeje.. raise your hand if you remember me wanting to be the worlds most famous singer...jejeje...wow! lotsa hand raised there. :) jejeje...but yeah...i wanna be a mermaid...you think in heaven i can be one...iono...but i know that we'll all be perfect, diba?! :)

QUICK!!! you wanna do something spontaneous...(or as my LIL sister says "sponstaneous" jejeje...jowk lang lis!)...tell me what your gonna do...! Lets do something already...i wanna have a picnic on top of Blue Rock...jejeje...what else was there lis?!

wow...so much has happened! i have a fun job...can't wait that is...well, i do have it...but i can't wait. does that make sense?! have i ever made sense?! uhm...OoOoO...my cousin got married! that was exciting...OoOo...i wanna be a wedding planner! i think that that would be fun...or a wedding consultant...or designer...or whatever...but yeah...so much fun that would be. I almost froze to death in the snow! me is a tropical girl. I like the sun. The heat. The warmth...makes me feel all happy inside...wonder what the oppisite of that is...COLDNESS! jejeje...but i did have a lot of fun...truely i did...and i got to spend more time with my baby niece...damn, i LOVE babies...they make my heart happy...jejeje....

school is fun...a bore...is hard...is easy...yep, all of the above...gotta keep looking up...ONE day it'll be over jejeje...but it's good.

i wanna go now. i'm getting hyper...i can't sit down any long!!!!

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Suri ha!

Hey my beautiful friends out there that read my blog...

whoa!!!!!!!! change of topic really quick...

I juss glanced to the left side of my page and saw that my name is not how i spelled it when you veiw my profile!!! i think on my profile it's "~*Charity*~" i think...or something like that...but this one says..."Chairty"...what is that...that is not even how you spell my name...for some of you out that...that might be how you SAY my name...but not SPELL my name...hm...what's wrong with my myspace blog...?!?!

okay...back to what i was originally gonna say!....

I'm super sorry for those of you who message me, comment me, or add me as a friend, and i don't get back atchu for a LONG time...SORRY! i dont' mean that i'm ignoring you...or anything like that...juss that i don't go on myspace as much...but please feel free to contact me through my e-mail which i check at least hm...i try everyday at least once...if i feel like going on the 'net...but if you all don't know...my e-mail is:
princesspinay@hotmail.com
yeah, so write me there or something if it's important, i'll most likely get it faster...but if you have my number (cell, not house, i don't normally get the message if it's the house phone) call my cell, aight, i always call back, if not right away...i will ( i didn't want a cell in the first place, so i basically leave it on silent/vibrate, but i check it whenever i go to my room :)...juss wanna make sure that all you all dont' feel like i'm negleting you...but please if you still wanna feel free to message, add or comment me...i still will get it. I'm not totally abandoning myspace...it's a place where i know i can still get a hold of my friends, and see how they are doing in life...sorta...if anything...jejeje

well...juss wanted to let those of you who read this know...and if you don't read my blog...you juss won't know...so i don't even know why i'm write to you people who don't read this! jajaja...okay...i'm juss thismuch dumb...but that's IT...jajaja

okay...bye :)

FrEsHlY bAkEd CoOkIeS....smells GOOD!

wow...that was weird...writting like that! it's so hard...goodness...im so swear that i did NOT get the cooking gene that my sister so obviously got! i baked cookies ALL DAY LONG! and they smell YUMMY! yep yep yep! jejeje...juss thought i'd tell everyone that...yep...i actually made something! and it's edible...jejejeje...

NO FAIR...vacation time for everyone BUT ME! oh well...life is NEVER fair...well...maybe sometimes...PEACE OUT YO'! ;)

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Happy Birthday My Grandma!!!

I am SO sad, yet happy, but sad too, it's my gramma's birthday...and another year has gone by that i don't get to spend it with her. yeah, i am SO happy that she lived to see another birthday...but sad that i dont' get to spend it with her. sometimes (to be honest, you all know how i'm so emotional!) i cry because i miss her so much. She was the only one who really took time to listen to me. I mean really REALLY took time to listen to me, and actually really FELT what i was saying to her. i thought it was the sweetest thing for her to come to surprise me in the philippines, but and i will never forget that...but she is there and i am here...and i what her with me right now. I really want to see her, to hug her, to talk to her, to let her know that i love her no matter what is going on. I miss my gramma, i miss her SO much...i hope in her heart that she knows that i am thinking of her and that she feels my love for her even though we are literally a world apart. "I love you my Gramma!!! Happy Birthday!!"

Well, as i was going to school today to tutor my friend, i commented to my brother that this weather reminds me of the philippines. Yes...it gets like this in the philippines...but it's not cold, juss a little chilly but warm...but the rains are something else...something that i have NEVER encountered before...yeah...im swear when i say that i almost DROWNED in the rain last year when i was there! this guy saved my life...jajaja...no jowk...i'm f'realz!!! i'll never forget that. And the winds...oh my goodness...im swear...they could have blown me all the way back to america if i wasn't careful! tree's falling and water EVERYWHERE! i've read about typhoons and stuff...but it never really hit me what a typhoon was like until i expereinced them!!! i sure don't miss them...but at least it was warm...here i feel so frozen that i can't breath! but yeah...i sure do miss the philippines...it's a great place to be...it's fun and i miss it...i miss jynjyn and eddie and faith and lala and deemo and jahdaedoh and EVERYONE!!!! okay...enough of that now...

hm...nothing nomore....

"the two of us will dream as one...the two of us...the two of us! the two of us take breath like one! the two of us...." ;)

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