Monday, August 8, 2005

Fun! Fun!! Fun!!!

i played volleyball today...it was sooo much fun! i think it was the funnest volleyball game that i've had in a long time. okay, i have to admit, at first i wanted to smack my team mates and tell them to stop being snobs and play as a team! that was only my first team. i CAN NOT play with people i don't know...it's so hard, and i'm shy. but after that half time worship thing...wow...i had so much fun! i have to remember to hit the ball with my RIGHT hand NOT my left...i don't know when i got in the habbit of hitting/spiking with my left. but yeah...i must sleep now...LONG day tommarow! but it's gonna be FUN!!!!!


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Single Means...

SINGLE MEANS...
You have the time to grow & be the person you wanna be. It gives you space to grow. Sometimes it's harder to grow when you are too close to someone. Trees are planted far apart so they can spread their branches & become strong as they mature. Single means learning to live by yourself. However, that is no more difficult than learning to live with somebody else. Single means freedom. Single means learning to NOT need a man to make your life meaningful, but learn to live with a man because you WANT to be with him. Single means sometimes you will wonder why you'll bite your lip & feel wistful & wonder if "together" is better. Ironically, yet quite happily, single is feeling good about being in control of your life. It is liking and respecting who you are & why you are single is realizing that having a boyfriend is not necessarily better, it's just different. - anonymous 

Sunday, August 7, 2005

Another fun filled day...

wow...today was hot! but i LOVE the hotness! i was sleeping so comfortable when my mom bursts into my room EARLY this morning to go BRA SHOPPING! CrAyZiNeSs!!!! i thought when i was in the philippines i would be used to waking up "before the cock crows in the morning!" and i was....but coming back here i got used to sleeping in. but come now...EIGHT IN THE MORNING! ON A SUNDAY! but it's okay....today was Pres and Julius's baby shower. I really can't wait for the baby to come! OMG! Baby Gerber food is NOT good! did i eat that stuff as a baby! my goodness! okay, i can deal with the smashed up fruit stuff....but not vegetables or chicken! take my word for it, it's gross! juss ask Mar <if you know her! :> well, i know that i'm gonna miss my kuya stephen, he is stationed in Germany. he left 15 minutes again for the airport, and he is really off at 1:am. i know that he is going through a tough time....but i hope that he knows that he is always in my prayers and in my heart. and i can't explain right now how much i miss my pinsan already over seas in the phills. Eddie. Dang eddie...i really do miss you a lot! i hope you know that too. but....yeah...i think this week will be fun. Volleyball, beach, kicking it with rara and lissa and jessie, then going down to fresno with the boys. i think it's gonna be FUN FUN FUN! lets juss hope soo and take things when they come! :)


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Friday, August 5, 2005

my nails are wet!

can you believe that my brother trusts me to cut his hair?! BUT MY NAILS ARE WET! i woke up wanting to paint my nails...which i haven't felt like doing in such a long time...and so i finish my nails and they are beautiful as always <ahhh...i felt conceited for saying that!> and then i get out of my room since it's sooo hot! but me love the hotness...and i hear my brother downstairs, so i see what he is doing, and he is cutting his hair...then he needs my help, which i am willing to give, but MY NAILS! but i love my brother so i help him, now i am hopeing and praying that hair won't dry on my nails and yeah...but it's okay...i'm not that much caring for my nails anymore...but i don't want them to look terrible...okay...i better get ready kasi i'm gonna be going to Melissa's house today...we're gonna eat leftover soup....whoops! i mean... LAKSA....im swear...i can't wait to try it lis! oh yeah..."i gave you everything/i love you endlessly/but when it comes to me/you don't even notice me!"...now we should walk to church holding hands! oh okay...that was an inside joke, now i'm gonna go now since it's really obvious that i'm juss in a really talkative mood...maybe that's why i'm talking on the phone as well! oh okay...i'm out!


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Thursday, August 4, 2005

Wow...I'm finally RELAXED...or am I?!

Wow...i love finally being able to kick back and relax! but how long can that last! i hate feeling like i have to be somewhere doing something! but for now...i can sit back relax...write to my friends <something i have been putting off...sorry! you know i still love you!>...and juss do whatever i want! don't get me wrong, i have had a lot of fun this past month and a half...but i think for now, it's relaxation time...but david, you COULD have invited me to go to the cruz with you! that would have been ReALLY relaxing! hm...is it possible to be relaxed on the outside but in the inside restless...????


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An application!! Maybe one day I'll need them! :)


BoYfRiEnD aPpLiCaTiOn (Ne TaKeRs???) 
Name:
Age:
Birthday:
Zodiac sign:
Nationality:
Siblings:
Religious background:
Student or working?:
If working, where do you work & what do you do?:

Why do you want to fill this out?:



What do you think about me?:


What was your first impression of me?:


Do you still feel that way?:


Do you wanna kiss me?:
Kisses or hugs:


Do you like to cuddle?:


If you had the choice of either going out and hanging with your friends..... or spending the night with me, what would you choose?:


Pick one word to describe me:


What reminds you of me?:


On our first date, where would you take me?:


If your favorite Sport/Television show was on... but so was mine and we only had one TV... would you let me watch what I wanted, or what you wanted?:


If I was wearing really ugly clothes, would you still show me off to your friends?:


Do you like to be in charge?:


Do you consider yourself FUN?:



Do you fall in love easier than most?:
Have you ever cheated on past girlfriends?:


Do you get depressed easily?:


Pick a random color, doesn't have to be your favorite:


What do you spend most of your time doing?:


What are your future goals?:
Do you have piercings, if so where?:


Do you do drugs?:
Do you drink?:
What books do you read?:
Would you wait for me if I told you I wasn't ready for a relationship?:


Are you spontaneous (if so give an example)?:



Would you send me flowers sometimes?:
If you were to give me a gift, would it be store bought or home made?:


Would you let me play my music in the car.... even if you hated it?:


Do you consider yourself a hopeless romantic?:


Do you live up to your first impressions?:


Anything you would like to tell me that I don't know yet?:
Anything you would like to ask me?:


Now pick a word... the first word that comes to mind and write it here:

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Saturday, March 27, 2004

*sniff* *sniff*

Wow, it has been pretty tough...i can't believe that my friend is actaully gone...it's times like this that make me want to question God, but i know that He knows what is best....i wish that He would come now, i wish that we all could have no pain and no tears...he was sooo on fire for God, and now he's gone...dang, my heart hurts ::tears:: *sniff*


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