Thursday, June 5, 2008

...ugh...


So lets see, I'm juss a little irritated that I have no more privacy at my apartment. And that it doesn't seem like it's "my" apartment anymore. I'm not complaining…but I really do NOT like this arrangement that we have now…I paid for my own place so that I can have my own place and my own privacy…but now my living room, the spare room AND my room are taken and the only place that I can even have privacy is in the bathroom. And even that isn't as private as it could since the door doesn't have a door knob and so the door always has to be slightly open…and yeah. I'm irritated.

FOUR more months! Can you believe that! Only four more months and then I get to go home and I'm so stoked about that!  I don't know how Eddie, Jo and Leeya can do it…stay here for years at a time, it's like I have to go home to recharge…so I am admitting right now, I'm not as strong as they are…I can not stay here forever. Nope…and I so need that break of going home. I can't wait to see everyone. One month here is like 3 months…but I know that one month at home is like one week…so even though it is sorta-ishy, but not really, but ishy a month that I'll be home…it's going to go so fast…but no matter, I'm so excited…because I'll be home for my sister's wedding, my brother's (and Chris' J) birthday, my parents wedding anniversary and my dad's birthday (crosses fingers! I hope!!)…that's good enough for me. I know that I won't be able to get to do everything that I want to do, but oh well, I'll be able to do most things I know. I can't wait to play volleyball again that's for sure! And juss be able to soak in the tub and take a hot ass shower and drink jamba juice again…oh man…I'm getting myself all worked up! *laughs*

This last week has been really hot, hot HOT! And basically I have to stay in my room if I'm in the house, so I try to get out of the house as much as I can. I use to always stay in the living room, but since Jyn and Joy aren't fixing the spare room with all their stuff…they have to sleep in other places around my small ass apartment…and even though this place is a lot bigger than the first apartment, it's still small…and so Jyn sleeps out in the living room and Joy sleeps in my room. So there goes me always being in the living room…(there is only room enough for one person in that living room) and Joy sleeps in my room on the bottom bunk, which I had to clean out because I usually put my "office" stuff in there…

I hate staying in my room, it's so hot…Jyn and Joy sleep FOREVER…it's already 1.31pm and they are still sleeping, and since there is no window's in my room, there is barely any light, but I still can't turn the light on because it's rude…Joy is still sleeping kasi. And I can't go out in the living room to chill out there because that is where Jyn is sleeping. I really wish that they would juss fix up their stuff in my spare bedroom so that they can sleep there. I don't like being in my house anymore because I feel so caged up. It's hella hot and in my room it's so stuffy…that is why at 2.pm, I'm going to get ready to go to town…and juss hang out in Starbucks…that has to be a lot better than juss staying here in my room…since there is nothing I can do…I tried to write a letter, but then it's so dark in my room that I can barely see even with my nightlight on. Why do they have to sleep forever…and why can't they juss get up early (…EARLIER…) so that they can clean out that room…when they are awake all they are going to do is watch movies or something…my electricity bill is going to go skyhigh, I already know it.

Yesterday I had a fever. I had gone to Manila with my friend Deborah, who I must say has to be one of the most funniest person's I know, because she didn't want to go to immigration by herself and so I went with her…and it was mad hot. Like oh my goodness it was super duper hot! I thought that I was going to faint for the first time because it was so hot and there was nowhere that I could escape from the heat. Deb wanted to leave at 6.30am and so I got ready (oh yeah, that's another thing that irritates me beyond belief…how I can't even get ready in my own room…I have to bring everything out to the kitchen and get ready there so that I can have light to get ready…) and met her at the gate…I was actually shocked because we actually finished her student visa at 12.pm! So that was good, usually it takes me all day to do it…and then some…because sometimes I have to go back if I don't get it finished. Anyways…going to Immigration this time, the bus that I like to take wasn't there anymore (they say that they don't have that bus any longer!!! What?!?!) so I had to take another bus. It was a good thing that I also knew that way because Eddie told me about that way…instead of taking the Lawton bus…(because the way that I like to take is take the Lawton bus all the way down to Lawton get off and either walk for 3 minutes to immigration or if it's too hot to walk take a jeepney for php7…easy, no?!) we had to take the LRT/Buendia bus…I don't like that one because it's more complicated to get to Immigration with a lot of times that you can go wrong and stuff…but I knew it…because yeah. I had to remember! *laughs* we got to Immigration at 8.30am…and got Debs student visa…coming back it was SOOO very hot! By the time I got back, I was so exhausted and tired like none other! We didn't get back until 3.pm…and then I knocked out…and I woke up to write my friend a bit, but I was such in a irritated mood, I had to sign off quick because you can tell I was in a bad mood…then I tried to go to sleep…but I felt sooo hot even with the fan on me, I couldn't cool off…so I hopped in the shower and tried to cool off…but I couldn't and that was when I knew that I had a fever because I was really hot…I'm so swear that even in the shower I was sweating…but I was shivering because I was getting chills…and BAM…that was when I knew that I had a fever. I got out of the shower…got into bed again…with the fan on me again…but I was still sweating and shivering…it wasn't until around 2.30am than I knew that the fever had pass. I hate when that happens!

My goodness, how can Jyn and Joy sleep so long…?! Because I'm nice, I can't do anything because I don't wanna wake them up! Ugh…
Well, Imma hop in the shower to cool off…and then get ready, because I wanna go to Paseo…I think Imma bring my laptop so that I can go online in Starbucks and juss update my stuff…and yeah…anyways…I still miss you all so much and I love you!!

*hugs and kisses*

A nice story to reflect on this day: A man experienced being robbed by thieves. In his diary he wrote: "Let me be thankful first, because they took my purse and not my life; second, although they took my all, it was not much especially my faith; and third, because it was I who was robbed, not I who robbed." Let us see God's purpose behind every trial and the good things behind the worst situations.
(My friend Percy gave me that story and I juss wanted to share that with you.)

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