Friday, February 8, 2008

Hotness...


Wow, lets see where to start?! I have no idea…so let me juss start saying random stories…uhm…

I'm starting to go jogging now—first with my friend Joanna…and then I've been going myself for a bit…but I think that Jo's gonna still be jogging with me again next week. I juss know that when I'm going home for my sister's wedding I wanna look good! *laughs* it's funny though because people are already saying that I'm looking "good" and stuff…but I'm like uhm…you're juss saying that because I JUSS started jogging! And even though I WISH it was that fast in losing weight…I know that it's not. But still, it's the thought that counts, yeah?! And then another friend was talking to me yesterday and in a very hush, hush voice, she whispered, "so I heard through people that you were jogging now at night." And I started laughing because I'm like "it's not suppose to be a secret!" my goodness…I thought it was funny…so me going jogging is now on the grape vine I suppose?! *laughs* I don't know why it would be a secret. Actually a lot of people go jogging here in AUP at night time…and I thought that there would be less people jogging at night and more in the morning and I know that I'm not a morning person and my class starts at 7:30am…meaning I have to be there at 7:30am…not start going to class at 7:30am…and so yeah. I don't know if I can go jogging in the morning. I remember going jogging with my brother at 5:30am in the morning…and I didn't last…plus, my brother is VERY athletic and so he obviously runs a LOT faster than me…but one day Imma look good…oh wait…I think I look good now *smiles* but I want to be more healthy…jejeje…there is a difference.
So a lot of my Psychology teachers are telling me that they thought that I should run for SA president or the president for Psychology…I ran for neither. I don't think that I'm ready for either…because I juss started Psychology and I really want to juss pay attention to my school and not really get side-tracked with anything else. Above all else, I want to graduated as soon as possible and get out of here. But I do want to get involved with school more…because I think that it would pass time more fast and stuff…but *shrugs shoulders* oh well…
The thing that I think is pretty weird and funny at the same time…when  I started Psychology I wanted to stay on the quiet side, I didn't want to be seen as a leader and so I don't speak up in class, I don't volunteer for anything…but then the teachers all say that no matter how much I try to hide it…my "true" self comes out…and that's a leader…and so they said that they will remember what I said about me THINKING about running next year…and they are going to ride me on that. My goodness! *laughs* I personally think that even though a person likes to talk a lot and makes friends a lot and is outgoing and stuff…that doesn't necessarily make that person a leader…but that's my opinion and stuff.
So right now Jyn and Eddie are so into watching Top Chief…has anyone ever watched that?! It think that it's really interesting. It makes me wish that I was in an environment to go cook and stuff. There is no place here that allows you to cook something like that. Now, don't get me wrong and stuff…I don't think that I'm the best cook out there…but I really love cooking pastries and stuff…and I can't wait to go home in October so that I can experiment again. We don't even have an oven here at the apartment and we only have this burner thingy that you would normally use when you go camping and stuff. And the other girls don't like it when I "make up" food…even though I think that it's good…but I know that I don't even hold a candle near my sister or my mom when it comes to cooking…maybe even my dad…but I think I can do okay when it comes to baking.
My goodness…I am so stoked that I'm going home soon. I know that October doesn't even seem like "soon" but it's more soon that 4 years or something like that. I'm really excited…it kinda sucks that I won't get to see my sister all that long…maybe only for her wedding day…because I'll juss be there in time for her wedding…no more extra time between and then obviously she's gonna be going on here honeymoon and then that won't work out since I'm not going with them…I don't even WANT too. But then I wish that I could see her longer since I don't know when I'll be seeing her again after I see her for her wedding…and so yeah. But I'm so happy for her and Kuya Neal and I'm so happy for me because YAY! I get to go home again!
My goodness, these couple of days have been SOOO hot! I mean really hot…and it's not even summer yet! I think that it is hotter this time of year than it was this same time last year. Does that make any sense? I have been sleeping with my fan on number 3 pointed at me the whole night…and you all know me, I can't sleep without my pillows and blankets though…but it was so hot…I even kicked my blanket partly off…it's so hot! But it's all good…I know that at home it's prolly way cold. But you know, believe it or not, I sorta miss the coldness and stuff. But I'm enjoying the hot weather here.
Oh! I have so much to say…but I really gotta go now!!! Sorry…
"Saying goodbye makes me realize how much I care, how much I love, how much I miss and how much loss I have knowing that things will never be the same again."

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