Sunday, May 21, 2006

Last Night.


last night was another night full of goodbyes for me. so sad i know....but i remember the last time that i went to the philippines i found this one quote...something like...the longer you miss someone, the closer the day will come that you will see them again...or something like that...but i already miss everyone!

i like those movie nights in PUC! i think they are fun...it sucked that it was the same time as the volleyball game though, but then i sorta got to see both...was there for the volleyball..i was frustrated the whole time, but i know that the guys did their best...and that's all we ask for...then the movie...oh kay...i know those of you who have watched a movie with me..i am constantly asking..."why...why...why???" and all this sort of anoying thing...right brother?! jejejej....but then i get SO confused if i don't start in the beginning...and since i didn't start in the begining...oh wow was i ever confused...but then the movie reminded me of my cousin...since i know that he likes those kind of movies...i wonder how he is...oh well, i'll be seeing him before the week is up. :)

you know that one game that people tend to play, even if they don't want too?! the "what if..." game...yeah..i find myself playing that game a lot. what if this happened? what if that happened? what if i went back to PUC?! that's the one that is always entering my mind...i was having a converstation with my friend (sorta converstation at least) about that..and i think that i would have had awesomeness fun there! it would have been a LOT different than my first year i think...but all the same, more fun! jejeje...i think that if i was there...i wouldn't be going back to philippines...but people need to do what they gotta do...right?!

you know how you have those friends that you hit it off REALLY good with and for a long time you are the goodest (not a word...so tickle me! :)) friends...then things happen and you are still good friends, but you don't talk as much anymore? but you know that your still their friends? well...yeah...i was talking to such a friend like that last night. and wow...the reminising was funny! i don't think that she will ever read this...but still..i feel like mentioning it...but i remember all those times we went camping...sang our heads off...screamed a million times for the heck of it...and you know what? long time ago...she wrote me this poem that said that we will be sister's no matter what...i still have that poem...and juss talking to her made me realize...i'm SUPER glad that she is back in my life. i've missed her...but we have our own lives now...but she is still a "goodest" friend. :)

i have a lot of friends like that...they are like surprises you know...like they walk into your life...and you don't know how they will impact you, and then they do. and you never really say "goodbye" they then you juss go your separate ways...but there is always this bond that you will always have, you know...and at any given time they come around and you have the funnest time talking and reminising with each other again...i like lifes surprises...:) i makes your realize how far you've gone in life...at least it did when i talking to my friend...when we were little we would talk about everything and anything and write each other and call each other and everytime...she has always been there...going to PUC...near my home...she is on the volleyball team in PUC..i went to her games...supported her...and when it comes down to it...we're still close...:) makes me smile...jejejeje

well, i need to finish packing...what a hassel...so much to do...so little time...but i'm not complaining...jejeje...

"...before you go tommarow...juss love me today..."

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