Wednesday, August 17, 2005

I miss you.

dang...it's late...and i guess i'm all alone and i'm thinking...i never was part of her life. i thought i was...i said before and i say it again..."friends come and go...some will make a big impact on your life...some won't". oh okay...i don't ALWAYS say that...but in so many words i have. juss reading through stuff...i realize...even though EYE thought we had a sister-sister friendship thing going...she knew all along that i meant nothing to her. that when the day come when we had to be separated...that was it. it made me realize...i love my friends...they are who make me who i am. i mean...don't get me wrong...i always tell my friends i love them, and i really do(i would NEVER say "i love you" and not mean it>...but i mean...i love them. i HATE losing one of them, especially when i don't even know what i did wrong...or IF i even DID anything wrong. dang...life is confusing...whoever said that the oppisite gender was the most confusing thing ever...was wrong...life is. you don't know what it's gonna deal to you...you expect something...but get a totally different thing. jajajaja...i should go to sleep now i'm thinking to deep and i'm crazying for "blogging" it...i have a long day tommarow..but yeah...what happened...how did we get so far apart? when did we start drifting away? i hope that you know: i miss you...