Sunday, August 21, 2005

Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you SOO vurnerable...it opens your chest...and opens your heart...it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses...FOR YEARS...so nothing can hurt you...then one person...no different than any other person in the world...wonders into YOUR life; you give them a peice of you, they don't ask for it. then they do something dumb one day...like kiss you...or give you that smile...then you life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostage. It gets inside of you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness...so a simple phrase like..."maybe we should be friends" turns into a glass splinter that works it's way to your heart. it HURTS...not juss in your mind or imagination...but it's a soul-hurt...a real gets-inside-of-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love...


[Transferred from my myspace blog]