Friday, December 16, 2005

FrEsHlY bAkEd CoOkIeS....smells GOOD!

wow...that was weird...writting like that! it's so so swear that i did NOT get the cooking gene that my sister so obviously got! i baked cookies ALL DAY LONG! and they smell YUMMY! yep yep yep! jejeje...juss thought i'd tell everyone that...yep...i actually made something! and it's edible...jejejeje...

NO FAIR...vacation time for everyone BUT ME! oh is NEVER fair...well...maybe sometimes...PEACE OUT YO'! ;)

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Thursday, December 1, 2005

Happy Birthday My Grandma!!!

I am SO sad, yet happy, but sad too, it's my gramma's birthday...and another year has gone by that i don't get to spend it with her. yeah, i am SO happy that she lived to see another birthday...but sad that i dont' get to spend it with her. sometimes (to be honest, you all know how i'm so emotional!) i cry because i miss her so much. She was the only one who really took time to listen to me. I mean really REALLY took time to listen to me, and actually really FELT what i was saying to her. i thought it was the sweetest thing for her to come to surprise me in the philippines, but and i will never forget that...but she is there and i am here...and i what her with me right now. I really want to see her, to hug her, to talk to her, to let her know that i love her no matter what is going on. I miss my gramma, i miss her SO much...i hope in her heart that she knows that i am thinking of her and that she feels my love for her even though we are literally a world apart. "I love you my Gramma!!! Happy Birthday!!"

Well, as i was going to school today to tutor my friend, i commented to my brother that this weather reminds me of the philippines. gets like this in the philippines...but it's not cold, juss a little chilly but warm...but the rains are something else...something that i have NEVER encountered swear when i say that i almost DROWNED in the rain last year when i was there! this guy saved my jowk...i'm f'realz!!! i'll never forget that. And the winds...oh my swear...they could have blown me all the way back to america if i wasn't careful! tree's falling and water EVERYWHERE! i've read about typhoons and stuff...but it never really hit me what a typhoon was like until i expereinced them!!! i sure don't miss them...but at least it was i feel so frozen that i can't breath! but yeah...i sure do miss the's a great place to's fun and i miss it...i miss jynjyn and eddie and faith and lala and deemo and jahdaedoh and EVERYONE!!!! okay...enough of that now...

hm...nothing nomore....

"the two of us will dream as one...the two of us...the two of us! the two of us take breath like one! the two of us...." ;)

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

Oh my!!

well then...i had such an eventful week! but i'm not complaining! i got to see friends that i don't see on a daily basis, i got to see my sister, and i got to see family that i can't see all the time, i got to spend time with so many much funness! now, i'm sorta depressed that school will be starting soon. i juss got home from my friends home, she is leaving to go back to school na...well, they are prolly almost there na...but then yeah...i had a fun night last night, it was crazy, but fun. im swear i think i gained like 5 million pounds over break though, and i didn't work out every day like i normally do, so then it would be good to be able to start my day with my usually work out and end with it too. and so yeah. then christmas will come and then time to work out and sooooOooooo much food! so much fun that would be! jejejeje...but i know that it will be a lot of fun. As always, i miss my sister, i don't get to see her or talk to her as much as i would like too, but then, it's okay as long as she knows that i love her and that she loves me then it's all good, but then, i haven't been home for a year yet, and i only get to see her sporadically, WOW! humungous word! did i even use it right?!?! JAJA! maybe i shouldn't go useing words that i'm not really sure about. but oh well...well, i am sad that it's school na. i didn't get to hang out with certain people that i wanted too. ('Rara) i'm soooooo sorry, you know i love you and i will absolutely will try my hardest so that we will get to see each other over christmas break! hm...i know that i wanted to mention something...but hm...i forgot...damn short term memory! jejejejejeje...oh well...i wanna sing, i was singing after potluck in church yesterday and i liked that. i think i do wanna sing for chirstmas...what you think girls? lets try to shoot for youth sabbath next month...but WhAT?! i kinda sora liked "we're not that far from bethleham(sp?)" but then we sang that already..."carol of the bells?" talking of which, i heard that coming home today! but my brother wanted to switch stations, he didn't want to be listening to christmas music juss's all good...well, i best be going na! much love to all of you!!!!

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Thank you Leah-girl!!

Well...for a while there i stopped going on myspace kasi i was sooo sick and tired of trying to figure out how to work this thing! but many thanx to my dear sister to helping me out! :) you know who you are! but was a pretty fun day...i helped out in church for this feed the needy thingy for thanxgiving...and as always it is SO rewarding so that is good. i love doing things like that...i guess my name does fit me right...i love giving to "charity" jejeje...i guess my parents knew how i was gonna turn out even before i even had a personality. 

jejejeje..well, right now i am at my friends house and i juss got finished watching "monsters-in-law" and i think i'm gonna go out and buy that was sooo funny...and i loved it! it was SO cute...*sigh* if only...jejeje...juss wanted to say hi to anyone and everyone who reads my boring blogs! ;) ingat!

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Friday, November 11, 2005

SO cute!!! Love explained by kids.

Love, Explained by Kids

"Eighty-four! Because at that age, you don't have to work
anymore, and you can spend all your time loving each other in your bedroom."
"Once I'm done with kindergarten, I'm going to find me a wife!" 

"On the first date, they just tell each other lies, and that usually gets them interested enough to go for the second date."

"You should never kiss a girl unless you have enough bucks to buy her a big ring and her own VCR, 'cause she'll want to have videos of the wedding."
"Never kiss in front of other people. It's a big embarrassing thing if anybody sees you. But if nobody sees you, I might be willing to try it with a handsome boy, but just for a few hours."

"It's better for girls to be single but not for boys. Boys need somebody to clean up after them!"
"It gives me a headache to think about that stuff. I'm just a kid. I don't need that kind of trouble."

"No one is sure why it happens, but I heard it has something to do with how you smell. That's why perfume and deodorant are sopopular."
"I think you're supposed to get shot with an arrow or something, but the rest of it isn't supposed to be so painful."
"One of the people has freckles and so he finds somebody else who has freckles too."

"Love is the most important thing in the world, but baseball is pretty good too."

"Mooshy -- like puppy dogs -- except puppy dogs don't wag their tails nearly as much."
"All of a sudden, the people get movie fever so they can sit together in the dark."

"Like an avalanche where you have to run for your life."
"If falling in love is anything like learning how to spell, I don't ant to do it. It takes too long."

"If you want to be loved by somebody who isn't already in your family, it doesn't hurt to be beautiful."
"It isn't always just how you look. Look at me. I'm handsome like anything and I haven't got anybody to marry me yet."
"Beauty is skin deep. But how rich you are can last a long time."

"They want to make sure their rings don't fall off because they paid good money for them."
"They are just practicing for when they might have to walk down the aisle someday and do the holy matchimony thing."

"I'm in favor of love as long as it doesn't happen when 'The Simpsons' is on television."
"Love will find you, even if you are trying to hide from it. I have been trying to hide from it since I was five, but the girls keep finding me."
"I'm not rushing into being in love. I'm finding fourth grade hard enough."
"Love is foolish -- but I still might try it sometime."

"One of you should know how to write a check. Because, even if you have tons of love, there is still going to be a lot of bills."
"Sensitivity doesn't hurt."

"Tell them that you own a whole bunch of candy stores."
"Yell out that you love them at the top of your lungs -- and don't worry if their parents are right there."
"Don't do things like have smelly, green sneakers. You might get attention, but attention ain't the same thing as love."
"One way is to take the girl out to eat. Make sure it's something she likes to eat. French fries usually works for me."

"Just see if the man picks up the check. That's how you can tell if he's in love."
"Lovers will just be staring at each other and their food will get cold. Other people care more about the food."
"It's love if they order one of those desserts that are on fire. They like to order those because it's just like how their hearts are...on fire."
"Romantic adults usually are all dressed up, so if they are just wearing jeans it might mean they used to go out or they just broke up."
"See if the man has lipstick on his face."

"The person is thinking: Yeah, I really do love him. But I hope he showers at least once a day."
"Some lovers might be real nervous, so they are glad that they finally got it out and said it and now they can go eat."

"I know one reason that kissing was created. It makes you feel warm all over, and they didn't always have electric heat or fireplaces or even stoves in their houses."

"You can have a big rehearsal with your Barbie and Ken dolls."
"You learn it right on the spot when the gooshy feelings get the best of you.
"It might help to watch soap operas all day."

"When they're rich."
"It's never okay to kiss a boy. They always slobber all over you.That's why I stopped doing it."
"If it's your mother, you can kiss her anytime. But if it's a new person, you have to ask permission."

"Spend most of your time loving instead of going to work."
"Don't forget your wife's name...That will mess up the love."
"Be a good kisser. It might make your wife forget that you never take out the trash."
"Don't say you love somebody and then change your mind -- Love isn't like picking what movie you want to watch."

How Do I Love Thee When You're Always Picking Your Nose?
You Are My Darling Even Though You Also Know My Sister
I Love Hamburgers, I Like You!
I Am in Love with You Most of the Time, but Don't Bother Me When I'm with My Friends.
Hey, Baby, I Don't like Girls but I'm Willing to Forget You Are One!

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Hello my dear people! you know where my room is positioned in my house? well, if you do, you know that its not really at the foot of the stairs, but sorta across from it diagonally towards the right if your looking at it...does that make any sense?! my room is the most obvious one in the house since there is that beaded curtain, and a bright green poster that my friends had made for me when i came back from Florida, and a picture of me and my sister and a big KEEP OUT sign...but no one listens to it. You can hear my door too...seroiusly...okay, well, i guess you can hear the BELL that i attached to my door so that i can hear it! but not only that, i could tell that someone entered my room...the beaded curtains will sound if not the bell...jejeje...i know, why am i talking about my DOOR of all things...well, i juss started too talk about my ROOM, and i guess that's the first thing you notice, my door. But what i am really trying to get at is the POSITION, or where my room is...the second story i guess you can say at the right side of my house...well, whatever...i have a smallishy window, well I think that it's small, but it's pretty big smallishy...does that make sense?! well anyways...for my room size it's pretty small, but it's big it guess...gotta be happy for it...but where my room is placed and where my window is place it gets FULL ACCESS TO THE SUN! from when the rays decide to peak over the horizon to when it falls sleep on the "other side". My room is CONSTANTLY in the sun. Which i am NOT complaining about. I love it! I guess i'm telling you all this all because i want you to understand WHY i woke up SO early and i wasn't even cranky in the least bit! I woke up at 7:15am because not only was my nightlight on, but that doesn't matter since i couldn't even SEE the light that it shone out, but the sun peaking through my blinds and my room was the most brightest thing ever! And i woke up in such a good mood! Well, normally when i wake up, i'm not in a bad mood, i juss don't LOOK happy, but i got up, and did my morning excersizes and took a shower, then i went back to my room wrote a letter and went downstairs to eat pancit canton.

Now here is a different topic, but sorta the same thing, but not really. My brother takes his shower, i'm talking to my mom the many stories that happened in the philippines and it's already 10:am, and my brother walks in the kitchen and says, "wow, you're awake early!" and i juss laughed and said "whatever!" I ended up going to his room after talking lot with my mom and i was juss talking to him, and i was like, (well, something like this) "it's sad that if i wake up before 1:pm, everyone thinks that i'm waking up early!" Okay, i know that i'm not exactly the most happiest in the morning, but that's what i make of it, i i konw that i can be happy if i wanted to, but i jsus don't feel like trying so early in the morning. but yeah...i think that it's sad, but funny. I remember hearing my dad tell one of his friends, "yeah, my daughter (me, not my sister) woke up early 12:pm!" it was a jowk...but i guess. but these past week i HAVE to been waking up at 8:30am...i have this on going alarm that wakes me up at 8:30am on my phone, so i have no choice but to wake up. That doesn't mean i get out of my room or something, i do my morning excersive and then read, study or write letters until like 11:am and then i go downstairs. But when i wake up i do get up to go to the bathroom and wash my face and brush my teeth, i guess no one could hear me or something..i mean my door really isn't that quiet and the bathroom light isn't that most silent thing in the world, or the toilent flush, or the running water...but hey, maybe they think that i woke up, but i juss went back to sleep. But my friend once told me, that if she sleeps in till noon, it's like she wasted a whole day! and i can see what she means! and to think, in the philippines i wake up at 5:am during weekdays and then 7:am during the me it's IMPOSSIBLE to sleep in! and at 7:am in the morning, that IS sleeping in! but really peoplez, i'm doing a lot better...:)

well, i think that i wrote a lot now, and i know that i have so much else to say...but this is it! jejeje....!!!! OoOoOoO....lets go sky-diving!!!!!!!

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Friday, November 4, 2005

What is a girl?

I read this in my churches Central Beat and i thought that it was cute, so i thought that i would share it...
What is a Girl?!
Little girls are the nicest things hat happend to people. They are born wih a little bit of angel-shine about them and though it wears thin sometimes, there is always enough left to lasso -- even when they are sitting inthe mud, or crying temperamental tears, or parading up the streen in mother's best clothes.

A little girl can be sweeter (and badder) oftener than anyone else in the world. She can jitter around, and stomp, and make funny moises that frazzle your nerves, yet just when you open your mouth, she stands there demure with that special look in her eyes. A girl is innocence playing in the mud. Beauty standing on its head, and Motherhood dragging a doll by the foot.Girls are available in five colors--black, white, red, yellow or brown, yet Mother Nature always manages to select your favorite color when you place your order. They disprove the law of supply and demand--there are millions of little girls, but each is as precious as rubies.

God borrows from many creatures to make a little girl. He uses the song of a bird, the squeal of a pig, the stubborness of a nule, the antics of a monkey, the spryness of a grasshopper, the curiosity of a cat, the speed of a gazelle, the shyness of a fox, the softness of a kitten, and to top it all off, He adds the mysterious mind of a woman.

A little girl likes new shoes, party dresses, small animals, first grade, moise makers, the girl next dorr, dolls, make-believe, dancing lessons, ice-cream, kitchens, coloring books, make-up, cans of water, going visiting, tea parties and ONE boy. She doesn't care muc for visitors, boys in general, large dogs, hand-me-downs, straight chairs, vegetables, snow suits, or staying in the front yard. She is loudest when you are thinking, the prettiest when she has provoked you, the busiest at bedtime, the quietest when you want to show her off, and the most flirtations when she absolutely most NOT get the best of you again.

Who can cause you more grief, joy, irritation, satisfaction, embarrassment, and genuine delight than this combination of Eve, Salome, and Florence Nightingale? She can mess up your home, your hair, and your dignity--spend your money, your time and your temper--then just when your patience is ready to crack, her sunshine peeks through and you've lost again.

Yes, she is a nerve-racking nuisance, just a noisy bundle of mischief. But when your dream tumbles down and the world is a mess-when it seems you are pretty much a fool after all--she can make you are king [or queen] when she climbs on your knee and whispers, "I love you best of all!"
(written by Alan Beck)

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Thursday, November 3, 2005

Part of Your World

I juss LOVE this thought i would post it for the hell of it since i haven 't written in this blog in a while...:)

Look at this stuff, isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think MY collections complete?!
Wouldn't you think I'm THE GIRL,  the girl who has...EvErYtHiNg!!
Look at this trove, treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?!
Looking around here you think, "oh, she's got everything!"
I've got gadgits and gizmo's a plenty
I've got whozits and whatzits galore!
You want ThInGaMaBoB's?! I've got twenty...
But who cares?! No big deal...I WANT MORE!!!
I wanna be where the PeOpLe are...
I wanna SEE, wanna SEE em DaNcInG...
Walking around on those, *thinks* "whaddaya call em again?!"
Flipping these fins, you don't get to far
Legs are required for JuMpInG...dAnCiNg!
Walking along down those, *thinks* "whats that word again?!"
Up where they WALK, up where they RUN
Out of the sea, wish I could be...
What would I GIVE, if I could LIVE out of these waters
What would I PAY to spend a day warm on the sand!
I bet you on land, they understand
Bet they don't RePrEmEnD their daughters
Bright young women, SICK OF SWIMMING
ReAdY tO sTaNd!!
And ready to know what the people know
Asking my questions and get some answered
"What's a fire and why does it...what's the word BURN?!"
When's it my turn?!
Wouldn't I LOVE?!....
LOVE to EXPLORE the shore ABOVE!!!!
Out of the sea....
Wish I could be....
Part of your world........

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Friday, October 28, 2005

Hello World! ready to leave na...i need to get out again! i will... as soon as i finish school, i'm gonna get myself out of here...i need to...i wanna travel..there is still so many places that i wanna go...people to see and things to do...and i need to start on it NOW! sucks that dont have the money yet...i wonder...if i had the money..i think i would go do it all...i dont' even know what i'm talking about...all i'm thinking right now is that i haven't been writing here in a long while...and it's about time...but then...yeah...i think i'm ready to say hello to the world na....

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Friday, October 14, 2005

...around a week.

it's been around a week since i last saw my good friends of AUP/AMBA. I really do love to travel, i really do love meeting new people, making new friends, making new memories, having fun, getting close to people, jowking with people...but in the end...i juss end up hurt...not in the way that a guy would hurt me when he leaves me or juss plain does something to hurt me, but in the fact that...their gone, and so now there is this empty space in my heart that can't be replaced by making new friends, and stuff.

i have always thought that GUYS are the ones that can make holes (or take your WHOLE heart) in your heart, but that's not true, i know i'm dumb. But least i finally realized that. It's the people that come into your life. Everyone of them. For those of you who know me...all my feelings are connected to my you have heard me say, "awww, you hurt my heart!" "Ay! my heart is happy!" " I dont' think my heart can take it." Kasi i guess to me, that is the place where i associate my feelings and emotions.

Right now, my heart is sad. I remember telling a friend of mine that when i went to the philippines, i didn't want to get close with anyone there, that when i had to leave, my heart will die. ( heart AGAIN!) but then, i guess that juss isn't me. Where ever i go, i make friends, i get close to them, and when it's time to say broken up. I really REALLy extremely HATE goodbyes.

I guess i'm that type of girl, that unwillingly lives in her memories, yet, i love to make new ones. hm...does that even make any sense?! I always think back to the time when yadda yadda happened, and then i get sad...because i know that it can't happen. But then, i'm looking forward to what is gonna happen my heart hurts because, i left that one person behind, but my heart is excited, because i get to experience something else.

Maybe THATs why i love to travel, i get to experience something new, meet new people, make new memories, and it's stronger than the fact that i KNOW that i'm gonna be broken up when i leave them. Damn...i am SUCH a confusing person, i know. but then, one day it'll be sorted out.

I guess what i'm really trying to say is...i miss my friends. Every single one of you. All of you whom i met since i could breath. The ones i still talk too. The ones that i juss met. The ones that i haven't spoken to in years. The ones that i lost contact with. All of you. I miss you all.

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Monday, October 10, 2005

wow...a new week!

Oh okay...i know that it's not really a new week...yesterday was really the start of the new week...but was like my week of last week, ended today...WOW, did that even make any sense at all?!

I think last week, i expereience all sorts of emotions...i mean like very powerful friends from AUP came here...well, the AMBA was here since July 15, but then, they finally came up to Northern CA, and i got to see them here. I really missed my friends that were in there...and i got to "kidnap" two of them twice. I miss them so much already...

I'm such a sucker at goodbyes...when i left America to go to the Philippines, i cried....when i left the philippines to go to thailand, i cried...when i left thailand to go to Philippines, i cried, when i left philippines go to america, i's so heart breaking to say bye to those you love. and since i love everyone, it's so hard to say goodbye! But at least this time, i held my tears in before they could see it...i couldn't cry so they could see me...they already had all their make up on, and if they started to cry...then....their makeup would get messed up, and so yeah. I took pictures with that was good...
I actually took pictures with those two AMBA friends and then with my brother, sister and me...i love taking to think i use to be camera shy.

Well, i have been going up to PUC a lot this week...but i don't know when i'll be up there again. I went there last wednesday to see my AMBA friends perform, and then on Saturday for my brother's birthday, and then yesterday to see the volleyball game, which was a really good game. But then i still love it up there...i sorta wanna go back...but not much memories up stuff.
My sister came home this it was good to see her. To hang out and stuff...i miss my dad juss took her to the Sacramento Airport so that she could fly back home. I know that i'm gonna miss her again...but she'll be back for my dad's birthday which is at the end of this month.

Oh! When i went up to PUC Saturday, i ended up going to their movie drive in...and that was fun, but it was so cold! Me and my friend were suppose to dress up like that 80's but it was SO cold...TOO cold for the outfits that we wanted to wear...and we did our make up and hair, and then we ended up walking all over the place to find where my brother and other friends were, but then they were already at the place, so we ended up walking. But it was fun...but FREEZING cold...i like the warmer weather.

Like i said before, i think i'm ready to travel again...hopefully i'll join the Acapellove sooner or later...i really want too, and me and my friends have been talking about it since before school has started, but then, i juss can't get my courage up to talk to the director! I mean, i'm not scared of him or anything,'s weird...but i know that the is super nice and stuff...and he has been wanting me to join since even with i was in highschool, and since they will be going to Austrailia and New Zealand and then the Philippines, then i really wanna join...okay...fine...when ever the one friends talks to him, i'll tell her that i'll tlak to him too...but yeah...i love to travel.

I really wanna go back to Thailand and eat their victory monument noodles and lotte, my mouth is drooling juss thinking of it! I miss it there and my friends there a lot. Wow, i miss a lot of people...but then...i guess i'll always be missing a lot of people all through my life...but then day i'll see them again, i juss know it.

Well, i best be going na...this is a pretty boring blog...but i jsus realized that i haven't written in here in a long time, and so i juss figured and so yeah....well, yeah...bye!

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

hey yo'!'s been awhile since i really wrote one here, huh? okay, well, not REALLY long time ago, but some time ago. But yeah...well, my week has been pretty slow...did some stuff and got through with it. Good...iono what is wrong with my DOOR! My brother juss came in here to get something, and it's like my door IS GROWING! Well, i told my sister's boyfriend about it before...kasi there was this one time where it coudn't even close! And he said that because of the weather, the wood on my door keeps on expanding and then de-expanding, if that is possible, depending how cold or how hot it gets. It got to that point where my dad sandpapered my door juss so that it could close without any struggle, but now it's acting up again, maybe because it's getting hot again.

What is it with this weather?! I love it being hot, i really do, but then, it's hot then it get FREEZING cold, and i'm not a fan of the cold weather all that much. but then, i'm not complaining about this wonderful weather as for now.

Well, last week, two of my classes got canceled, and i was sorta ticked that i didn't get a phone call and stuff...LONG story...well, i guess i can tell the shortened version of it. I like to tutor foreign students who have a hard time in class....and in my Music for ECE class i'm tutoring this one lady that has a hard time speaking and sorat understanding English, she speaks cool! well, we were suppose to have a test on tuesday, and our class is at 2:pm, and she asked me to come at 10:30 in the morning so that i can help her in her last minute study...she studied everything already, juss wanted me to go over with her AGAIN! But it's all good, that is why i'm there. But then she calls at 12:pm and tells me that she is sorry, she had another class, and forgot to tell me. And so I ask her if she is gonna come now...and she said yeah, so i waited and at 1:pm she said that she changed her mind! and since i was a nice girl, i juss swollewed my anger and said  okay, and since it was only one more hour until my class i stayed there. 2:pm rolled around and i went to class only to find a notice posted up saying that we didn't have class that day! OH MY GOODNESS! i have to admit that i was sorta mad...but oh okay...that's okay, it's life. Sorta almost same thing happened last Thursday. Oh well...

Well, today, thursday again, i go to class...class starts at 6:pm, right? Well, i go to class, and wait, it's only 4 of us there...and then the teacher calls and says that she is on her way, but she had gotten a flat tire, so we waited...the teacher didn't come until 7:30! originally i would have been upset for waiting that long, but i had a lot of fun conversations with my classmates, and the teacher, she is really cool, and i think she is one of the best teachers that i have ever had! She is awesome, and it wasn't her fault that she had a flat tire, and then there was hella i feel bad for her.

So what had happened was i signed up for this class, Intro to ECE, and then this teacher other than the teacher that it said was suppose to be our teacher came and said that the teacher that was suppose to be teaching our class was having complications with her pregnancey, or something like that, and so the school had to find someone who could teach the class, and this teacher we have now is really cool. But she lives 2 hours away from the school, and it's the only class that she would be teaching in SCC. So she has some crazy commute. She accepted the job, kasi she is cool like that, and she knew that we really needed a teacher. I love her, she's a great teacher. Damn though! TWO HOURS! yeah, she's cool.

I got to talk to my sister. She is up at PUC na. She is there with her boyfriend...can everyone say "AWWWWWW" jejeje...yeah, that's cute. But yeah, i hope that i could see her. I might go up there tommarow, MIGHT. i'm not sure yet. I miss her a lot. But i know that she is also gonna be coming up next week for my brother's birthday, so that's good. It's crazy how much i miss her...but i do.

I also got to talk to my insan. I love her baby so much! She is so tiny! but i know that she will grow...damn..she is adorable!

well, i guess i gosta go na!

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89 questions.

01.Your name --- Charity
02. Hobbies --- so much to name! but anything that i concider fun...which leads to another question, what do you concider fun? but that's the not questions here. :)
03. Gender --- female
04. School ---yep, i go to school...SCC
05. Height --- four feet eleven inches
06. Zodiac sign ---gemini twins
08. Address --- Fairfield, CA
09. Email add ---
10. Hair length --- hm...never really measured it...but it's long.
11. Eye colour --- dark chocolate
12. Hair colour --- dark brown
13. Left handed/ right handed --- right
14. status --- single and LOVING IT!
15. Siblings --- dalawa lang, isang ate at isang ading
16. Last 4 digit of your mobile no --- don't have one
When's your Birthday --- june 17

*Have you...*
21. Tried smoking --- nope
22. Drink alcohol --- long time ago
23. Been hurt emotionally --- who hasn't!?
24. Kept a secret from someone --- yep
25. Been on stage --- yep
26. Colors --- pink, silver, black
27. Food --- asain food
28. O?--- do you mean the big O? haha
29. Number --- #14
30. Cartoons --- hm..don't reallly have one
31. TV shows --- hm...
32. Movie --- The Little Mermaid

*Right now*
36. Wearing --- pjs
37. Hairstyle --- super straight and long
38. Looking --- at what i'm typing on the screen
39. Thinking -- many thoughts
40. Listening --- "Heaven" by DJ Sammy

*Do you believe in...*
41. Love --- it's out there...
42. Fate --- i believe that God has things in store for
you... but in the end, you still call the shots
43. Yourself --- yes
44. Ghosts --- evil has many forms
45. Angels --- yes
46. Worn jeans --- comfy
47. Cleaned your room --- why is it looking a mess AGAIN!
48. cried --- not in a while
49. met someone new --- not today, but yeah...doesn't everyone?!
50. Last person I talk to on the phone -- Presmaire
51. Do you believe you can fall in love/can you love
the person you disliked most? --- i guess gradually you can fall in love with someone, as for loving the person you dislike that if this answer's the question, but the person that i dislike that most, i use to love him so much. and i guess i always will.
52. Have a secret admirer --- jejeje.....
53. Do you wanna get married --- not in MY plans...but iono that plans that God has for me.
54. Do you plan on having kids --- i plan on working with kids, whom i know i will see them as my own :)
55. How old you wanna be when you get married --- it's not in MY plans to get married, but whatever plans that God has for me...i don't know what age He plans on getting me married. :)
56. How old you wanna be when you have your
baby --- hm...
57. How many kids do you want --- IF i do have kids, and i say IF...i want one set of twins and another child, so that makes three
58. Would you have kids before marriage--- hm...
59. Do you have a Crush --- im swear! NOPE
60. What do you want most in a relationship --- honesty
61. Pink or Black --- both are my favorite colors, but pink
62. Kiss or hug --- both
63. Summer or winter --- summer
64. Sunny or rainy --- sunny
65. Chocolate or vanilla --- chocolate
66. Hanging out or chillin --- difference?
67. Music or TV --- MUSIC
68. Hamburger or Pizza --- either of the 2
69. Smile or Laughing --- both
70. Sleeping or eating --- sleeping....:)
71. Mc Donald's or KFC --- KFC
72. Silver or gold --- silver
73. Sunset or sunrise -- both
74. On phone or in person --- as much as i can, in person, but if that's not posible, i guess the phone will have to do.
75. Diamonds or Pearls --- diamonds, but i like pearls as well.
76. Adidas or puma --- adidas
77. Band members or models --- huh?
78. Local or international Artist --- whatever
79. sneakers or boots --- sneakers
80. Jack daniels or Chivas Regal --- hm....
81. Dunhill or Malboro --- i wouldn't know....
82. clubbing or live music --- clubbing with live music
83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt --- hm.....
84. angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson --- hm....
85. colosal/epic or romantic comedy -- what is colosal/epic?!
86. sexy/naughty or kind/plain --- a bit of both
87. BMW or Mercedes --- hm...
88. incubus or maroon 5 --both are cool....
89. Montreal or Toronto -i dunno.. don't know much
about both places

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

Five Random Quotes

1.  The face can speak of a thousand emotions, but it can easily mask what the heart truly feels. Don't be fooled, for the "happiest face may be masking the most hurting heart."
So, I have learned that this can be true…speaking both from experience and from what I have observed. I guess this is one of the many reasons why I try my best not to judge anyone that I come across because I really don't know what they are trying to hide; I don't know their story. All I try my best to do is to except people for who they are without any judgment, so that people can know that I care, even if I may not know you, I care and so if ever someone needs to talk, I'm there. I know I talk a lot…*laughs* but I can listen as well.

2.  Always remember that the longer you stay with the things you don't really enjoy equates to every moment you lose with what could be a happy life…
Oh goodness, so I have learned this over and over and over again…for some reason, I seem to forget this lesson! *laughs* I mean, it's so true, why stick with something that you know will make you unhappy, if you know that without you can be so much more happier. Okay, so happiness is a choice…but what is also a choice are the things that you can choose that you enjoy. When I was a nursing student, oh I was happy, but I knew that I wasn't happy with being a nursing student. I did try I really, really did try to be happy and accept myself as a nurse, but I couldn't and now that I'm not a nursing student, I'm so much more happier. If I had listened to my gut instinct sooner, I wouldn't have had to go through the grief of being a nursing student (not that there is anything wrong with being a nursing student, it was just NOT for me.)

3.  If you don't know where you're going how do you expect to get there?
I like this one, because yeah…if you want to go somewhere, but you don't know where to go, how will you ever get there. Okay, so I know that there are times where I get so upset that I just want to start running and never stop running until I'm so tired that I can't be upset any longer…and where would I jog…well, anywhere that I can juss as long as I can get "there". *laughs*…but in life, I know that I want to succeed…but when I think about it, there are so many things that I want to succeed in, so I should have short goals to get where I want to be. I want to own a childcare facility. And I know how I'm going to go about to achieve that life dream….I have to know what I want to know how to get there, right?

4.  The chief danger in life is that you may take too many precautions.
Oh how true is this!!! So life is all about risks…even choosing NOT to take a risk is a risk because no matter what you decide to do, that is the path you have decided to take in life. If you don't take any risks in life, what will you be able to say in the end? That you did nothing because you were to scared to try. And who knows, the thing that you were to scared to go for, prolly could have worked out for you….and if you never try, then you will never know. Yeah, I do believe there are situations where it might be TOO risky and dangerous to yourself…but there are simple things in life that are to life-threatening….like smiling and saying hi to someone you walk past…what's the worst that can happen?! That person can pull out a gun and shoot you for talking to them!...(oh goodness, lets hope that doesn't happen!) But think of the many good that it can do…you brighten up a persons day…and so forth…you know?

5.  Wisdom begins in wonder.
This is one of the reasons why I love children…they are ALWAYS wondering about things…they are always curious, and they are always learning new things. They still see things with new eyes…the things that we as adults see as "whatever"…a child sees it as an amazing thing…cloud shapes, a butterfly, an earthworm, the coldness of the ocean, running for the fun of it, taking a bath…I think as long as you are wondering and curious about something or how something works or about anything and you take that initiative to solve it, to find out more about it, to learn…you will always be moving forward in life. Or something like that. *laughs*